I feel like there's so much distance between us. Maybe she's just busy which I know she is but I feel so jealous knowing she spoke with everyone but me. It makes me mad at myself. I was so sick and I was so lonely even though I practically lived in my parents room. I was lonely because I was missing her so much. Never knew I needed her. I know she's a year senior to me and I know she is so busy with studies but It doesn't make me miss her less. If you're reading this, I know u know that I'm talking about you. I miss you. Cliché and weird but I feel incomplete.