Ava—-★

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To the people that said happy birthday to me and apologized for not getting a gift, it’s okay, and thank you!! I didn’t want nor did I expect for anyone to get me a gift. I’m just grateful that you guys even remembered and said happy birthday to me. I’m sorry for being a party pooper during 4th period though, as I was just overwhelmed earlier. But I’m truly grateful for my friends and how true they are to me. I’ve never had friends like I have now, and I really didn’t expect anyone to even remember. I had previously prepared myself for being ignored today, but to my surprise.., you guys ACTUALLY remembered. Thank you so so so so so SOOO much, I love you guys a bunch. Last year, my best friend of 3 years didn’t remember and I ended up crying over her. Again, thank you!!! <33

HELP ME HELP ME HELP MEEE, MY BRUISES ARE BLEEDINF BUT I DINT HAVE ANY BANDAIDS, WTF DO I DOOOOOO AAAGGHHHHHH IT FSKCING BURNSSS

RRAHRHAHRAHRHAHRAHRAHHRAHRHAHRAHRHAHRHhrhrhHrrh AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

IM FUCKING SCREAMING, WHY THE HELL DID I JUST FIND A WHOLE ENTIRE CHAPTER OF AN NSFW SMUT BOOK ON A DAMN EMOJI COMBO APP.

Fucking bawling rn because one of my old boy bsfs that had left me in 2021, WHO I STILL MISS, isn’t responding. He has a girl-friend (not dating, just friends). I’m friends with her, and last year, when I saw her online, I decided to ask her if she remembers me and has his number. She said yea, so I asked if she can ask him whether or not he remembers me from years ago. She texted back, and said she texted him, and was gonna tell me his response. I was so excited and shit. But guess what? To this day, she hasn’t texted me anything. Fucking hate myself for having such huge attachment issues. It’s so annoyingly hard to get over this shit. In 2021 and early 2023, I wasted some of my fucking time texting the mf how much I missed, while crying my fucking eyes out over that shit.
          
          In 2018-2019, I met a girl. We talked a bit, and ended up becoming best friends, and played with eachother daily. It turned out that some of her stuff we owned were the exact same, but different colors, which turned out to have made our friendship even stronger. But one day, she stopped showing up. Keep in mind that none of this is in real life, but in a game. It all happened to me though. That day, I was a little worried, so I texted her. Still, to this day, she never showed up nor answered my texts. No response at all. My boy bsf did the same thing to me. And ANOTHER one of my girl bsfs did the same thing to me. She suddenly stopped showing up, and I never heard from her again.. this is way I’m fucking scared of making friends. I’m so easily attached, and when they back out, ESPECIALLY IN AN ABANDONING WAY, I spend Atleast months crying over that shit, wasting my fucking time. I tell myself that I’m over it, but still end up crying over how much I miss them.

did y get chiori
          

It’s literally only the first day and my friend already has Chiori..

RAHHHHHHHH CHIORI IS HEREEEEEEE

YIPPEEEEEEEEEE, MY GENSHIN FINALLY FINISHED UPDATING AFTER 2 HOURSSSS, THERES NEW FEATURES ON GENSHIN, AND THEY’RE SO WORTH WAITING 2 HOURS FOR <33