@ itkitspace I'm not planning to do that, since it is not just nice people like you who go to reread the story, but mostly first and foremost people who have nothing better to do than to dissect the story for things that could potentially offend soneone if interpreted in certain ways and combined with other things said in other parts and possibly even under the right constellations or whatever, and I'm tired of the hate I have been getting for a story I used to love and pour so much of myself into. It used to be a good place for me, and I want to cherish what good memories I have left of the time while I wrote it, but I'm not exposing myself or that story to the viciousness of the people who come for nothing more than hate on it and me anymore. I'm not here to have a bunch of kids with an over active imagination and a misguided sense of justice born out of whatever kind of social dissatisfaction, boredom or narcisstic need for importance trample all over me, and like always in life, it is the innocent and kind ones it affects as collateral damage. I'm sorry for that, but I need to take care of myself and my own needs and feelings in this first.