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Hey there, thank you for giving my book a chance. I hope you enjoy it!
          
          Have a nice day! ^_^

Hey guys, I  have composed this book based on my thoughts. This poetic expression of book is based on my past and life. Reading this will help you to understand me more and at some extent understand yourself as well.  This can be considered as self help book as it does have philosophical and spiritual insights based on the events of my life. This book talks about my failures, love, faith, connection etc. Please give it a go
          
          Thank you,
          Tanisha S•
          
          P.s. if L you are here, then do read it, please.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/379463524

You are not in love with her
          
          If yelling/arguing at/with her doesn't make your throat burn. You are not in love with her
          
          If her eyes and her beautiful features can't make you stop in your track or hinder your thought process. You are not in love with her
          
          If her cries is not making you tense up your knuckles and is not making your chest heavy. You are not in love with her.
          
          If her voice is not making you want to listen all the stuffs she wants to rant. You are not in love with her.
          
          If thoughts of her smile and happiness is not making you feel like at top of world, is not making you feel like you are in heaven. You are not in love with her.
          
          If her being getting stared and being topic of hot conversation of other guys is not making you jealous and sad and angry. You are not in love with her.
          
          If her taking off her clothes is what excites you the most you are not in love with her.

Ok, so here is something that should be discussed (no names will be discussed)
          Yesterday, I had my psychology 2nd pre board and i got to know in morning when I arrived that my friend committed sucide by hanging herself on 18 Dec (our pre 1 result date) and first thing i did was to puke my guts out. We were classmates back then and then ofcourse due to different stream we were separated but due to psychology as common period we used to meet. She told me she was suffering and i always used to say it will be better...but it never did I guess...maybe if i had told her problems to our teacher,it wouldn't have turned that ugly? I cried Yesterday alot...for solid 6 hours that i even had to do meeting with director and principal of our school (my brother was called because they think am not in good state) but how can i be? That girl due to family-study pressure,  lonliness took this step. I don't know how and what I wrote in my psychology exam. Sucide triggers me....due to it, earlier, I lost my brother and now I lost my friend. The irony is the people who used to exclude her are now posting Instagram stories for her. Hypocrisy it is. In nutshell,  I want you all to never take decision and step like that, you need to talk. Talk with one's you love. I am still in denial,  i still cant believe that she is no more.
          
          RIP, love you always and forever, S

Aiden misses you. 
          
          He loves you.
          
          He cares about you
          
          He wishes all the best for you.

Aiden misses you,
          It's been two years, Tani. 
          He loves you, he wishes he was still there for you...
          <3

2 years since you left this world....I miss you Aiden.....
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/322739624

Hey Tani!
          Aiden wants you to know:
          He loves you,
          He misses you,
          You're doing a great job,
          Thank you for continuing to exist,
          and all in all, you're amazing. 
          <3