Hey. I randomly found what you wrote. I don’t know you, but after reading it I just wanted to give you a hug.
You said you don’t feel special, but you already are just by being here. You write and you’re trying to figure yourself out. That means something.
You’re hard on yourself for who you were, but seeing your mistakes shows you’ve grown. You’re learning and changing. You’re not that same person anymore.
You said you’re not sure if you’ve ever felt love. But love isn’t always butterflies. Sometimes it’s just a quiet kind of warmth or care. And sometimes you only realize it was love when you look back.
And yeah, some people have bigger problems, but that doesn’t mean your pain doesn’t count. Pain is pain. And if something hurts, it matters. Even if you don’t see it, YOU MATTER. Even if you’re not a celeb or famous. I really hope things get better for you. Love you!!
