Amine M.

A quick two hacks on how to write everyday, and quite weed & drugs that worked for me (so far). 
          
          - whenever you are bored out of ur mind (ur brain telling u to go smoke and do drugs or whatever) go write. You'll soon be more bored out of ur mind cuz the shit is hard, but that will make you want to figure it out. You'll write two or three pages, guaranteed. (No guarantees on the quality).
          
          - Weed & Drugs or whatever bad habit you have will not get better. It'll get sucker and sucker. If you ever felt like "ahh shit I am quiting this or I wish i can stop this" then you are there. Whatever u want to quite will not get better, only shittier and shittier. Its like what Terrance Mckenna said: " Once you get the massage, hang up". 

I am not negotiating with myself anymore. The deal is already made. I made a decision after graduation and told myself some things that needed to be said. I signed that contract with myself and I am doing it PERIOD. 
          I realize that motivation does not last and I am doomed by my mood swings, but if I can only remember this: No more negotiations, until the job is done then things will turn out different. 
          I am writing this so I can remember, and whoever is reading,  just pursue that novel you are writing, or whatever endeavor you are trying to achieve. Just do not negotiate with yourself.

I read the first part of your book, and I plan to read more, but I would first like to say, that I respect the hell out of your strength!
          And just so you know, accoding to science and psychology, people who talk with themselves/have 
          inner-dialogues are said to be very wise, and just so you know, I do it too.
          If I may come with a suggestion, if you can, why don’t you read The Meditation by Marcus Aurelius, it is on LibriVox, so you can read/listen to it for free.
          As I said, the struggle with life is real, just do your best to keep fighting.
          Kind regards
          MP

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