How can one describe themselves without sounding biased? I'll paint a pretty picture, trying to outline the vast complexity of existence, brushing past details that may hold more truth and rawness in them than others that I deem to be more descriptive of me. Perhaps brushing past them is intentional. Or not. 

I have thoughts, feelings, weaknesses, strengths, and fears. And I'd like to believe, a minimal amount of intelligence, at times. And when I'm not, I relish those moments of blissful ignorance and sheer dumbness, makes for a juicy embarrassing story. And sometimes, it shelters me from truths I won't let myself face. 

There you go, nothing but a random 3 am thought, fueled by a fleeting existential crisis that has kept me company through most of my sleepless nights. Although by now, it's more of a comfort blanket. Makes me realize that I still want to be better than I am now and that I still have enough fight in me to seek and pursue change.