Ok I know I'm the biggest bitch,pussy call it what it is there is, first it was school, then I had to prepare for the holidays and then the sudden passing of my aunt and another with a close family friend. Sadly I've been battling severe depression and anxiety for a long time and this just adds to it sadly, I'm just trying to do better in a very hard time. Please forgive me I'll give you several update at once when I'm pass this; the funeral is in 4 days and I'm constantly in denial of letting go off her . Please forgive me