Amxythst-Crystxl

Argh. I'm having such a struggle to write any if my fanfic. I honestly thought I was coming back earlier this year. But I'm just struggling to have the urge or the want to write.

I want to hugely apologise for all my followers and readers for not writing. Covid and everything happening, it's made me loose the will to write. The energy. The inspiration. It's fizzled out. Last year was emotionally and mentally draining, so much that all I'm doing is working, relaxing at home, working and relaxing at home. And all I'm doing at home is just binge watching TV. I don't have the energy to sit at my computer for hours, typing out a story for you to enjoy, but it's hard to get into my chair, start thinking and typing. The energy to sit in my chair for a few hours just writing a chapter, I basically can't be bothered. The spark, energy, everything isn't there. 
          
          But! It doesn't mean I won't ever not get into writing again. I've been writing since 2012, I've written all sorts of books. My first Avengers fanfic (which is probably terrible btw), was my first story, and since then, I've been writing all sorts. I've always found any original storylines I've written, never took off, compared to fanfiction which has been a hit. My biggest story has got to be Number Zero; The Witch, my Umbrella Academy fanfiction. That took to the skies! And I'm so thankful for that. 
          
          I get inspiritation from movies and TV shows, especially TV shows. But when those TV shows finish, I either keep going, or it fizzles out. I know I should plough through, but sometimes its so hard to, especially with everything going on in the world.  
          
          I'm probably going babbling on, but I wanted to apologise for not writing for a couple of months. 

I want to come back and continue to write, but I'm struggling to. Anyone got any advice?

Come on spark. Reignite for me. My readers need chapters!

So, 2020 is nearly over, and 2021 is on the horizon. It's been a crappy year for everyone, and I hope 2021 has better results. Regarding writing, I will be getting back into writing...somehow...Number Zero; The Witch will still be on hold, so I can give TUA a break, but I will be focusing on my Supernatural fanfic (probably a slight AU), since I do have a beautiful cover made by the talented @selyxe . F you 2020, be nice to us 2021!

Readers! Followers! Whoever you may be!
          
          I need help finalizing the name of my Supernatural fanfic. It's a Sam x OC one. In an alternate universe so I can fit my character in. 
          
          So far I have:
          Sam's Siren
          Beautiful Monster. 
          
          Anyone guide me?

So, I know I haven't written in a while, that's because my spark for writing has gone, especially for TUA.  I am considering on doing Supernatural, the tv show, when I have the urge the write!

So guys, I put a little chapter in Number Zero; The Witch in hope to get some answers. I'm worried that the chapter you are expecting will receive backlash. As it's not the only time I've received it over a written chapter. Please read the latest updated chapter (isn't part of the fanfic), as I would like some guidance. You're my readers for this fanfic. You are what matters. 

Now this is a long shot. I live in the UK, and me and my mum love watching Ghost Adventures. Zak recently released his Halloween special of the team going to Joe Exotic's Zoo. I can't access the episodes on Travel Channel or E! Online, because I live in the UK. And I can't find any website that is streaming it. Can someone help? I wanna watch the episode!
          
          Note; I never download which is illegal, only stream which isn't.

Hi guys! I am alive! I was planning to do an update this week but. Tuesday was my 25th birthday, which lead me to becoming ill. Not covid. Just a weird head cold, dizzy spells all that. I am on the mend. Just need a bit of time to fully recover.