I feel so ashamed of myself, People ask me what I do in my spear time and I say 'oh I write stories online' and they reply 'so you're a author?' and I say, 'yeah, basically. Just not published on paper' but, you're lucky if I update once in 3 months. I know I could have a million excuses, 'oh I work, I'm busy' or 'oh this just happened in my family', yeah they're true but they're no reason as to why I don't write. I use to write all the time and those were the reasons. I look at my figures on here and on wattpad and I feel really proud of myself for what I have accoplished but I also feel sad. They're not that great, all together, which quotev reads and wattpad reads together thats half a million reads. It's insane but I don't deserve it. I am so so grateful to everyone and anyone who has made them figures higher and higher but I feel like I just let them all down. I want to be better at this, at updating, at the quality and quantity of my stories but I just don't know how too.
