I Need Coffee

Hiii! U still alive?

This account is officially a year old. Me a year ago wouldn't have predicted such a favor for fanfiction. I've joined other fandoms to keep me busy, which are nice to have around. All in all, reading fanfiction used to be an exciting new experience for me. Now it's just another way to pass the time. Since a year ago, I've really found improvements in myself because of it. Such as learning being queer is okay, death is nothing but another obstacle for emotions, and bullying was never okay. Honestly, it saved me from killing myself once just by simply being there to entertain me from my horrible thoughts. 

Okay I know this is completely random but the air conditioning started working in my house and I've got some form of nostalgia. I don't know how it was nostalgic because I was barely alive when it happened. Now I have a strong desire to drop everything I'm doing and I don't feel like I belong in my current fandom (Bandoms, at the moment). It's like I can't find anything worth reading anymore. And it's so weird that the a i r c o n d i t o i n i n g can make me feel like that. Also, I found an MCR fanfic from 1995 on ao3 and it's the weirdest thing I've ever come across because I don't think they were around enough to be popular back then. It might also be the fact that my first year of having a Wattpad account is almost complete. Even though it was only a year ago, I could've sworn it was a decade ago or something. Strange.