yungwoo11
Hey haven’t heard from you in a long while are you okay????
AnAnnoyingBlondie
Bybychildren0-0
I had a small band test and the teacher grading it was a bit strict but nice and he was all like
“ don’t worry about this when you get home and try to go to sleep but can’t because of your score” ( I got a better grade than first chair btw(by one point but whatever)) and I said
“I don’t think about school when I sleep because I don’t. Bye bye” and left
I felt pretty grate after doing that
And I walked in the percussion area and I don’t play percussion meaning I broke a rule
Bybychildren0-0
It’s a reputation thing but I don’t understand why people think about things that happened at school unless is really cool and worth thinking about like fights. The word thing that could happen is the parents get involved but otherwise I don’t care
Key thing: Don’t Get Caught.
AnAnnoyingBlondie
Whoa. Rule breaking? Talking abck to the teacher? Rebelling over here. KIDDING. I wouldn't even be able to make a remark or correct many teachers.
But i don't get why teachers say stuff like that. Like obviously i am going to be worrying all night abt it.
AnAnnoyingBlondie
My ass when i was awake at 4am:
Google search: How to sleep for 9 hours in 4 hours?
AnAnnoyingBlondie
@lil_depressed_blob get your sleeps in gal. At least it would of been nice to wake up to find yourself rested. Right?
AnAnnoyingBlondie
@yungwoo11 TWELVE? Maximum for me on a good night is nine but that is when i am flat out exhausted.
yungwoo11
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@AnAnnoyingBlondie babes when I tell you I have tea the fucking kettle is overflowing
yungwoo11
I only got a 91 cause I cheated I failed every other test for Math-
Wow I’m offended *dramaticly fake offended-*
Bybychildren0-0
I think I have abandonment issues but I can’t just say that because it’s not like they’ll care
Bybychildren0-0
@AnAnnoyingBlondie It’s nothing big but I don’t like it when someone tells me to go away or shut up or they stop talking to me. It drives me crazy when I don’t know why. I think its because I had this friend who just left, twice! No explanation. No heads up. Just left.
AnAnnoyingBlondie
Do have any idea where this might have started? Like a source? It could be past things. If you don't wanna mention anything it is totally ok boo x if you wanna message me privately i am always open for you
AnAnnoyingBlondie
Right so abandonment issues is a form of anxiety so it would be diagnosed as a anxiety disorder like separation anxiety or smth.
AnAnnoyingBlondie
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I hate my birthday.
Let me elaborate. I had a trashy birthday. Like every yesr - i have bad luck. Normally it is just smth is wrong with cake or i hit my head or santa was spoiled for me but no. This yesr it went ALL out. I shattered a glass containg liquid, cut my thumb, tripped down the stairs, dropped my sandwhich, all my friends left me at the canteen table as soon as they said happy birthday to do other things, one bitch whonis supposedly meant to be my friend was so self centred and tried to make my speical day all abt her and was talking shit abt my other friend so i jumped in saying they were a nice person but then she said i was "unnecessarily aggressive" like bitch- then she sat there depressed for the rest of the day trying to make people feel bad for her and playing the victim saying she was upset and stuff from me raising my tone a little to harshly. Like gurl
So in conclusion i went home sobbing and my old classmate comforted me as we walked up a hill while i ranted abt my day. He was sweet enough to listen. Yeah she spoiled the only day people remember me and i have to celebrate before exams. Literally think it would be better if i just poofed and disappeared at this point.
AnAnnoyingBlondie
@ilovewomendealwithit oh my. NO that is just unfair. Bestie i swear the lit of us would hold a party for you and make you feel so special if we knew you irl. I promise. You gotta be strong to put up with that for over a decade
AnAnnoyingBlondie
@yungwoo11 Y-E-S we are that type of friend fr. Literally every one of my friends in my group know that i will be such an amazing hype woman and party animal.plus i am a sagittarius which kinda sums it all up
AnAnnoyingBlondie
IT'S THIS GIRL'S BIRTHDAY
AnAnnoyingBlondie
But yeah- it wasn't a happy birthday. The post above explains why. Literallythe definition of "their singing happy birthday. I just wanna lay down and cry" @vankzee @ilovewomendealwithit @OfficialNetossa @Koolkid5367
yungwoo11
I HAVE NEWS YOULL WANT OT HEAR
yungwoo11
@AnAnnoyingBlondie bundle of joy yes no puppy but she does help when I have anxiety attack and we have the same chronic illness and my anxiety has gotten so worse oh and I have fear of failur I am broken
AnAnnoyingBlondie
@yungwoo11 AHEM WE ARE JUST FINDING OUT NOW? AHHH CONGRATS GAL. Tilly is such a cute name, i imagine her being a bundle of joy and has a puppy.
AnAnnoyingBlondie
AHEM. If you ship korrasmai from avatar LOK this is your sign to read 'My Duty' by @in_jail_out_soon45 if you already haven't. I will never be the same. Such an amazing fanfic that i will never forget and still gets me emotional. I promise you IT. IS. WORTH IT. PLEASE READ IT.
AnAnnoyingBlondie
@TransformerCJ my dog ran away for a bit but came back after scaring us dead so no. Just bad luck. Nornally i like/tolerate my birthday
AnAnnoyingBlondie
After 7 months. I am no longer in love with my best friend.
4 months ago I realised i was actually in love with her but today i realise it is time to let go. So yeah no more paragraphs abt my crush anymore guys. Not for a while anyway :,)
Railyn_Whispers
@AnAnnoyingBlondie *pats back* it’s ok champ, it’ll get better eventually but for no welcome to the lonely hearts club my friend
AnAnnoyingBlondie
@Thebookwormsjournal hopefully but i will probably fall for a straight girl next tbh *sobs*