An Anxious Potato

Happy pride :)

I have 2 answers to your reference as they are both popular and are known for yelling language 

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I’m leaving Wattpad, at least for a while. I have literally no choice. My parents are way too honed in on my phone and what I’m doing on it and I can’t believably keep up with a fake account. So I have to leave. Don’t know when I’ll be back or even IF I’ll be back. We’ll see. Adios

One of my friends attempted suicide yesterday. They don’t have the best home life, so it was I and my other friends that helped them with it and made sure they were okay. I was the one that got the first text. They are in the hospital now, but none of us are taking it well. None of us are stable either. I’m worried for the friend that attempted, and I’m scared someone else will do the same. I think we all had breakdowns today, but at least half of us are shutting the others out. I know it’s a trauma response but I don’t know what to do. I try to be there but I’m bad at talking, especially with emotions, and it’s hard to be there physically for more than one person. And I don’t want to admit it, but I’m not doing so well myself. In our group there’s only one person who can actually talk to their parent about this, and even though the rest of us could talk to that person’s parent I know none of us will, because we don’t want to be burdens on them. Two of us can’t even tell our parents what happened. I’m one of them. I know at least two of our group other than the one who attempted yesterday have attempted, and there’s another who probably has. I’ve come close, and if I hadn’t been interrupted I would have. I don’t know what to do. Can anyone give advice on this? Please?

You're completely correct about four am being a reasonable time ro go to sleep.

Why can’t I sleep!? Gotta be up in four hours and my brain not so politely declined my request for a good nights sleep. What’s worse is I’m tired, but my brain just won’t stop going a mile a minute

So… I might have just been accidentally outed today as trans at school by my friend’s brother. He shouted my preferred name at me in the middle of a crowd of people. He didn’t mean anything by it, and he definitely didn’t mean to out me, but it still happened, and a LOT of people heard. Including teachers. Who know my mom. Who isn’t accepting. And I don’t know what’s gonna happen now. I’m trying not to panic. Monday might be interesting. I don’t know what to do. If she does find out, do I lie? Or do I tell the truth and hope she doesn’t react as bad as I expect? I don’t know

Helloo~
          
          ~Carmen

I definitely got your “LANGUAGE” reference in your bio and it made me laugh.