Castiel Winchester

Yooo ma names grace toooo

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Hello.I uh read your bio and I was wondering if you know anything about sleep problems?If not thats fine but I would like to know why I can never sleep.It would be a big help.

You smol precious child ❤

Hi guys. My apologies for disappearing for months. I had not been walking for 6 months as I was in agony. I am still in pain, but physical therapy is helping. I have recently beem diagnosed with Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (EDS). It is a connective tissue disorder. This is something I will have to deal with for the rest of my life. I have been depressed and suicidal on and off these past months and my mom and I are looking into getting a therapist for me. 
          
          I have lost something very dear to me and I will mever be getting it back. I am no longer allowed to do karate. My rheumatologist and the geneticist said that under no circumstances should I continue with karate. I will admit that when my rheumatologist first said that, I cried. I cried in the middle of a doctor appointment. It was humiliating.
          
          At first he thought I had juvenile rheatoid arthritis. He put me through different meds. None of them worked and one gave me terrible migraines. I am on an antidepressant and a pain med that if I don't take a couple hours before I go to bed, I sleep walk. The last time I did tjat I ended up going outside in -5F in ahort shorts and a tank top barefoot in the middle of the night. I was running toeards the woods. My mom caught up to me and helped me back inside. The first time it happened I was hallucinating AND sleepwalking.
          
          I lost so much strength. I lost my passion. I lost what made me feel both emotionally and physically strong.
          
          At karate tournaments, the black belts would come up to me and tell me that I was extremely good and that they expected great things from me in the future. They were wrong. I was wrong. I went from being strong and independent. Now I'm weak and pathetic.
          
          I'm sorry about this being all over the place, I just wanted to let you know that I will be posting again and that I am still alive. Thank you.
          
          Ever thankfully yours, Grace

Yesterday morning I found my precious baby kitty...barely three years old...lying on the side of the road with his organs spilling out. I at first didn't register what it was and then when I did I actually screamed. He was so sweet and just the best cat anyone could ever hope for and now he is gone. I can't help bury him because I had to leave for camp. I will never forget him and I'm a complete wreck. Every time I close my eyes I see him lying there. My mom said that when they were burying him...he looked like he was sleeping. I cried all night long and whem I finally fell asleep I dreamed of him. I have to function today without falling apart. I don't know how I'm going to do it. I can barely hold myself together. I am broken and it hurts so much.

69 followers...you know this means?
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          If I get one more...I'll have 70. What were you thinking?

You my friend, have 69 followers.

Thank you so much for the 54 followers and the 1.68K read on my Andy Biersack x Reader!
          
          If any of you have any interest in a good read, I am working on am EntoanThePack fanfic. I would love if you checked it out! 
          
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Omg thanks for 1.01K reads on my Andy Biersack book!
          
          Also...45 followers! Woo hoo! 
          
          I know that neither of these may seem like huge accomplishments...but to me they are.