AnOmoriFanatic

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Bit late for an update, but I'm honestly just writing this to get stuff off my chest. Everyone I knew on this site is inactive so I expect like 0 people to read this lmao
          	
          	Long story short, that last post was technically true, but practically, it was a heap of bullshit (You can tell I still do writing because I'm overusing commas). I fucked up really badly with a friend, and instead of dealing with the consequences of my actions, I just entirely removed my online presence. That's probbaly the most selfish thing I've ever done.
          	
          	I don't think a day goes by that I'm not reminded of this. It means absolutely nothing, but I'm so sorry. I know I should apologize directly, but I'm honestly still a fucking coward. I've been "building up the courage" to for about a year now. 
          	
          	It's kinda funny that I hated vaguepost vents when I was on this website, and now look at me. 
          	
          	Okay, I think I'm done moping.  Love you all

mintsurprise

HI fanatic (: i am so proud that you got the courage to acknowledge what you did and let us know about it! it definitely isnt easy but i think that this is considered the first step in healing and making things better. although it does take time, yeah, it will all be worth it in the end. you got this!
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AnOmoriFanatic

@WaffleTheCheese I don't know what to say except I really appreciate you <3
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WaffleTheCheese

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@AnOmoriFanatic everyone, at some point, will fuck up. 
          	  
          	  I don’t think it was necessarily selfish about what you did. You aren’t obligated to stay around if you don’t want to for a bunch of internet strangers you’ve never met.
          	  
          	  Your mental health comes first and foremost. If you needed to take a break, then by all means take it. Or if writing is what helps you calm then don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.
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AnOmoriFanatic

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Bit late for an update, but I'm honestly just writing this to get stuff off my chest. Everyone I knew on this site is inactive so I expect like 0 people to read this lmao
          
          Long story short, that last post was technically true, but practically, it was a heap of bullshit (You can tell I still do writing because I'm overusing commas). I fucked up really badly with a friend, and instead of dealing with the consequences of my actions, I just entirely removed my online presence. That's probbaly the most selfish thing I've ever done.
          
          I don't think a day goes by that I'm not reminded of this. It means absolutely nothing, but I'm so sorry. I know I should apologize directly, but I'm honestly still a fucking coward. I've been "building up the courage" to for about a year now. 
          
          It's kinda funny that I hated vaguepost vents when I was on this website, and now look at me. 
          
          Okay, I think I'm done moping.  Love you all

mintsurprise

HI fanatic (: i am so proud that you got the courage to acknowledge what you did and let us know about it! it definitely isnt easy but i think that this is considered the first step in healing and making things better. although it does take time, yeah, it will all be worth it in the end. you got this!
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AnOmoriFanatic

@WaffleTheCheese I don't know what to say except I really appreciate you <3
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WaffleTheCheese

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@AnOmoriFanatic everyone, at some point, will fuck up. 
            
            I don’t think it was necessarily selfish about what you did. You aren’t obligated to stay around if you don’t want to for a bunch of internet strangers you’ve never met.
            
            Your mental health comes first and foremost. If you needed to take a break, then by all means take it. Or if writing is what helps you calm then don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.
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BurningBehemoth

Hey mate, miss ya. Know you’re probably done with writing but I still hope I’ll get to at least talk to you again. Probably not today though.

BurningBehemoth

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@AnOmoriFanatic The goat is back! And yeah, I also took a break for a while, butI don’t want you to worry that you fucked up, you were fine man!
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AnOmoriFanatic

@BurningBehemoth If you're still on here, I'd love to.
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AnOmoriFanatic

I'm gonna try to compress my thoughts as much as I can, iunno how this'll go but I'll try my best
          
          I'm super sorry for disappearing on all of you. Not even just with writing, it’s gone from a super spotty presence to radio silence from me towards pretty much everyone online and offline. Y’all deserved at least an update or goodbye or something from me. I'd love to give you a reason, but there just isn't one besides a lack of motivation and energy. I call myself lazy a lot as a joke, but it’s genuinely a major flaw of mine. I don’t know at what point it goes from “silly characteristic” to “problem” but I think I crossed that line when I started disappearing from my friends for weeks at a time.
          
          To avoid this turning into a ukulele-playing, “I made a severe and continuous lapse in my judgement” ass post, I’m not gonna pretend there’s a good chance I’ll ever go back to writing. It’s technically possible, I guess, but it’d probably just end the same way this did. Besides, I’ve kinda fallen out of x-readers and fanfiction and the like.
          
          Super sorry to disappoint all of you

The_Tornadoman4538

@AnOmoriFanatic Merry new year!
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mintsurprise

@AnOmoriFanatic ITS OKAY OMORIFANATIC!! if im being honest im going through the same kind of burnout whether it's art or writing so its okay!! you're definitely not the only one going through that right now and i don't blame you at all - even through everything we're still going to be here to support you through it, both on discord and on here (: thank you for at least letting us know!! it's good to know that you're at least okay! just make sure to take care of yourself!! :D
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idontknowforthefact

@AnOmoriFanatic Its ok dude!! ill always support yeh
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