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NEW YEAR UPDATE PART 1
(Big emotional yappery incoming)
SO, this is my last year of high school shits (yeah I'm not in college) and I've done most of my coursework EXCEPT for the 2 biggest ones that I have not tackled at all and it's going to kill me really badly after my mock exams which are starting NEXT WEEK AND I HAVEN'T STUDIED WHICH IS BAD (i'm a bad example, don't follow me other students, i don't even have good grades.)
Between publishing on wattpad, tumblr and AO3 this past year (trying to run away from school life), I've found tumblr to initially be the easiest because I've had really difficult expectations of my fanfic covers and finding face claims due to my jjk fanfic (and thus trying to publish on here is more difficult) but then I found it to be the worst because I had to keep typing up tags so I stopped. AO3 is better in terms of tagging system but I like COMMENTS littered in my stories here, I know they have that feature on AO3 but it's at the end of the chapter. But it's still easier to copy and paste into AO3.
I'm discontent with life ahahah but I have to push through!
Wattpad's been with me for a while now but sharing my feelings and thoughts is a bit new to me on here I hope you don't mind.
I think my writing style and topics I write about are really tied to what I'm feeling at the moment honestly, like one of my OCs was so bad at doing school she works hard to get back on track with the help of her friends (I want that). But I take subjects that my friends don't so I honestly feel super demotivated to continue but it's already less than 5 months till the real exams begin so I have to push through because I know some aspects of this hard shit will be lessened because I take one of the hardest Pre-U courses ever.
I can do this. I can get through this rough patch.
(Next one will be about the state of affairs of my fanfics and works as a whole!!!)