If y'all want an update, I'm still not great. In fact, I had what I'm pretty sure was a panic attack. Idk, bc I didn't feel any sense of fear or anything. I had suddenly felt really dizzy, I was shaky, especially in my right leg, my brain felt foggy, and I felt kinda hollow. Eventually I couldn't even think straight, and I felt like I wanted to move, I technically could move, but I couldn't get myself to, I was js hollowly staring into nothing. For some reason I thought it was an amazing idea to do the daily wordle during that time. Somehow I got it in a reasonable amount of guesses.
It's over now, thank goodness lol. But yh, I could easily be better. And yes, my motivation is still out the dang window. Tho I'll try to work on at least Ana and the Curse of Miitopia, since that's almost done with (I think)