AnaInWonderland24

Idk why it's like this.
          
          I never wanna read or write anymore, even tho those are like my fav hobbies. I still love them, it's just I don't wanna do them. And whenever I do upload something I always feel discouraged about how not so great it does. Idk why. That's not the part that matters. But I still do.
          
          I wonder when, if ever, this feeling will get better...

You wanna hear a joke about books?
          
          ...Nevermind, it was better on paper.

https://www.wattpad.com/story/413073325-ana-and-the-curse-of-miitopia
          
          New story! Yes, I finally was able to write about a different topic, this one being about my favorite video game, Miitopia!
          
          And if you're wondering, "Ana, what the heck, how did you write 12 chapters in 1 day", this was actually work from a couple weeks/1 month period. I was just too scared to upload it at the time for some reason.
          
          I'm not normally this scared before uploading a book, so hopefully y'all enjoy...

I'm fucking lost.
          
          I've already been hella discouraged to write anything for various reasons, and then I found out about some controversy in the dw fandom and just like great. Just what I fucking needed. My whole life revolves around drama at this point, but I don't want it to. Can I just for once be comfortable in the fandoms I'm in? Can I for once be able to trust ANYTHING? PLEASE??
          
          And no, I don't have words on the matter at the moment. I've barely even looked into anything. IT TOOK A WHOLE WEEK TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THE HELL WAS EVEN GOING ON. Which btw, I only js figured out wth it was about TODAY. And idk if I wanna look into this. Again, I've already dealt with enough drama already. Tho I might bc being informed is always fucking great...
          
          Anyways, now idk what to write. Dw was the main fandom I WROTE for, so now what do I even have?? Like I'm in PJO, but no, I will NOT be writing fanfics for that. I hate the idea. And a lot of other fandoms (I.E Mario) I'm just not interested in writing fanfics for. It doesn't feel right to write a non-fanfic story on a mainly fanfic account. Neither do I wanna upload any of my horrible stories. And I don't have many things I do. This has been an ongoing issue for months: I feel stuck doing the same things and I wanna do smthn new but nothing interests me. Idk if I should continue AWTEW, Shelly's Monopoly, etc. Idk if I'll get jumped if I upload anything related to dw (not to mention I STILL have writers block). Ppl are already out to get me. This has been so for ALMOST A WHOLE YEAR.
          
          So yea, I'm lost. Sorry I'm so angry. It's just so frustrating. What do I do now?

Heyo long time no see
          
          Its been a while since i've been here...heh...
          
          I'm sorry, life is shitty sometimes ^^
          
          I'll try to continue awtew soon

I have a dam problem /iykyk

Ughhhhh I just wish I had inspo to write anything
          
          Anything at all...

FINALLY GOT THE NEW LAPTOP!!

Y'all are we just gonna gloss over the fact that in one of Dyle's gossips he implies that he wants to KILL Shrimpo?

Im getting a new laptop very soon, and you do not know how fucking happy I am to finally get a new one bc this one's honestly run it's course, I've had it ever since 4th grade and the battery life on this one sucks and the cursor is also broken to the point where it barely functions, like it scrolls on it's own and I can't control it, and it does this like NONSTOP- It makes it impossible to attach things to turn in homework and it hovers over my open tabs (i have a lot, dont ask) and pinned apps making it impossible to see which pisses me off sm when im trying to like play dw or watch a yt video or smthn and yeahhhh I rlly need a new one atp soooo yay
          
          Idk why im telling you this, but yea