Katz

The subreddit for wattpad is so damn mean, I don't know why I am still on there :(
          
          

I think I have an addiction to writing angsty love scenes
          
          "Bite me,"
          
          "Really? I thought that you said that you don't want my mouth near you ever again. But since your offering..."
          
          DAMN IT  STOP BEING SO DIFFICULT AND JUST ADMIT YOUR FEELINGS FOR HIM ALREADY SINCE HE ALREADY KNOWS IT AND YOU DO TOO SO JUST GET TOGETHER FINALLY!!
          
          (They won't because I like to torture myself and my OC's. I think this reflects on my deep rooted issue to be wanted and one thing that would convince me that someone wants me is If they'd still stay after seeing me at my worst, when I am spinning out etc)

The urge to scream my poetry out loud until my throat is burning and I physically lose my voice (This can never happen since I will forever be cursed with Selctive mutism, since I have realized that it is chronic and will forever stay with me, even if I do well enough to appear normal, i will always be anxious and paranoid. But the urges, bro, the URGES THE STUPID STUPID URGES I CAN'T EVEN-)
          

Just saw a book on here with the r slur in the title...
          
          Sometimes I just hate humans because what the actual fuck!?

Being poor ain't for the weak, but apparently it is for the poets, because "there is a roach in my coffee" sounds poetic enough for me
          
           i don't know :(

Loneliness will be the death of me

I hate typos

How i motivate myself to write:
          
          Bitch, of CoHo can get published, so can you, so sit yo ass down and start typing!!

When I come up with a chapter title so good, It sounds like it could be a whole entire book title, and then I get the urge to make a book because of a damn title :(
          
          I also get this with some of my poems. Two poems I wrote last month have pretty cool titles 

When somebody calls her a pick me and "not like the other girls" when she actually has a whole entire dress collection, and on her dance team is known for her mad makeup skills