Katz

When somebody talks bad about my OC, but she is me but just in another universe...

Lazy people don't feel bad for doing nothing. Therefore, I am not lazy because I feel horrible and horribly pathetic :)

          
          The ancient book of Ruth is reimagined, through my eyes and maybe you'd be interested to see the way I envision it.✨❤️
          
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          Ruth, a Moabite women, rejected by her own, after a certain incident, quietly searches for the comfort of true love but in every man's eyes and arms, there is no ease or truth or love until she meets Boaz..
          
          
          But before that, it's downhill through the terrains and pain of life. Losing her loved ones, marrying a man, and entering into a unfruitful marriage that lasts a decade and so much more.
          
          
          
          Through it all Ruth finds that the love she desires has always been pouring out of her heart, given to those around her. It's always been waiting in the country Israel for her to know and learn of the name Yahweh.✨
          
          
          
          The desire of love is engraved in every heart, but for others it burns and longs, alot more deeper, bleeding open and leaving scars.
          
          
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/368132395?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=purpleskiesanddreams
          
          
          

The subreddit for wattpad is so damn mean, I don't know why I am still on there :(
          
          

I think I have an addiction to writing angsty love scenes
          
          "Bite me,"
          
          "Really? I thought that you said that you don't want my mouth near you ever again. But since your offering..."
          
          DAMN IT  STOP BEING SO DIFFICULT AND JUST ADMIT YOUR FEELINGS FOR HIM ALREADY SINCE HE ALREADY KNOWS IT AND YOU DO TOO SO JUST GET TOGETHER FINALLY!!
          
          (They won't because I like to torture myself and my OC's. I think this reflects on my deep rooted issue to be wanted and one thing that would convince me that someone wants me is If they'd still stay after seeing me at my worst, when I am spinning out etc)

The urge to scream my poetry out loud until my throat is burning and I physically lose my voice (This can never happen since I will forever be cursed with Selctive mutism, since I have realized that it is chronic and will forever stay with me, even if I do well enough to appear normal, i will always be anxious and paranoid. But the urges, bro, the URGES THE STUPID STUPID URGES I CAN'T EVEN-)
          

Just saw a book on here with the r slur in the title...
          
          Sometimes I just hate humans because what the actual fuck!?

Being poor ain't for the weak, but apparently it is for the poets, because "there is a roach in my coffee" sounds poetic enough for me
          
           i don't know :(

Loneliness will be the death of me

I hate typos