Anahit

I've been having trouble keeping up with doing the things I enjoy. My motivation tends to lack after I get a boost of activity. It becomes a comfortable state of mind to be in, even though it can be quite detrimental. Once the mundane routine of waking up in the afternoon, eating meals late, doing nothing all day, and sleeping late becomes the norm, it is so hard to break out of it. It has to take so much will power and the mindset that you want to do better. Sometimes, I come to this realization and try to make the changes, but that norm of doing nothing where it's comfortable brings me back into my shell. There is a lot of negativity surrounding that way of life.
          
          This time though, I vow to start changing. It's going to take small steps to achieve that goal of being a better version of me, but I will get there. I have come back to Wattpad before with the hopes and promises of continuing to write again and to update and publish. Then I forget about it because I can't get my heart into it and I break those promises. This time, I really want to stick to it. I am going to rebuild myself. Grab my life and flip it 180 degrees and become that better person. Things will be changing and I will be revamping my page and my stories and really engaging with not only myself, but with readers that would take the time to read my stories and I really appreciate that.
          
          This is happening. I am going to be the best me I can be. Time to make this goal a reality.

Wow. It has been awhile. I mean damn. Two years?? To be frank, I had stopped writing altogether. And I am coming back into the groove of things. I don't remember when it was last, but I had unpublished my main stories because I wasn't working on anything so instead of leaving it unfinished I thought I'd just pull them back. I really hope I can get back into the groove of things and start writing again for fun. Get that interest and motivation back. I don't know what happened, but the result was me taking myself out of doing the stuff I love instead of throwing myself more into it. So I'm now back here to fix that. I'm not trying to write the best story, I'm writing for fun. And if you guys continue to read it then I thank you. If not, that's fine. This was a fun thing I had started way back when and now I'm going to continue it. I need this.
          
          I hope you've all been doing well these past few years! I was never much of an interactor, but I hope everyone is well. :) I think I'll wait til I write a couple of new chapters and then republish with what I have and then continue on from there.
          
          See you guys soon! xoxo
          - Anahit

Wow I'm really sorry for not posting chapter 6 sooner or not actually working on it I might try to continue it for me to finish it with the new plan I have for it. If people want to read it that will be appreciated.

Oh yeah! I wanted to say that this story will again be a two POV story. And that I'm thinking maybe I'll make either Chapter 6 or 7 be the POV of Nico.

I ended up publishing Chapter 5 a tad bit sooner than I expected. Hope you guys like it. Please check it out!! :) <3

Soooooooo the writing process has been slow like real slow. I mean I'm getting there. It's been a little over a year when I started chapters 1 and 2 and so far I've gotten chapters 3 and 4 done. I was able to make the tough decisions I needed to make. Sometimes I'm not sure whether I want to stick to some of these decisions, but I've decided that it's my best option to stick to it or else I'll keep changing things and never get this story done. Since I'm in the middle of Chapter 5 and almost actually done with it and will be starting with Chapter 6, I'm thinking of finally publishing this new version of "I'm An Alpha" with a new title as well "Secrets." It's not much better than before, but in a way it is still a better title methinks. I'll add a part to "I'm An Alpha" about my decision so everyone will be able to see it. I think I'll leave the book up for a week or two and then delete the whole story altogether or if the option is available, I'll unpublish it. I want everyone to read this version of the story and I hope everyone will like it. It does start differently and will probably continue differently, but the main plot of it will remain the same. I did have some reservations about changing the villain, but I'll see how it goes as the story progresses. There are some subplots that I'd like to change up a bit. There are new characters and I am changing the importance and involvement of the previous characters. Well I hope everyone has been having a great day!

I'm rethinking a few characters, but I keep coming back to a decision in keeping certain ones and involving other ones more. I'll see how it goes. And I've been thinking of changing Blade's name to something else, like another similar name, but I don't know, I might end up keeping it so I'll see how that goes too. If not his first name maybe just his last name. A lot of decisions that might just stay the same but still a lotta of em haha. Have nice day/evening/night.

I think I'm officially done with chapter 2! The only problem I have is the length between chapter 1 and chapter 2. Chapter 1 is a little too long, but it needed to have all that detail and the detail in chapter 2 was how I wanted the story to continue after chapter 1. But I think I am done with chapter 2 I don't feel the need to add anything to it really. So here's to starting on chapter 3! I can't wait! But it'll get a bit harder from there because I am changing the style and a small portion of the storyline so maybe during and after chapter 3 there will be some difference, but throughout the book you'll still be able to see the similarities between the first version and the revised version! Well happy notifying! Cheers - Anahit ^_^ xoxo Have a pleasant day/evening/night.

Soooooo, I've been writing here and there when I have the time and I get random thought surges in class and write the way the scenes in the chapter should go. Which I think is very motivational for me right now. With the amount of classes I have to take this upcoming semester that leaves me with a lot of time afterward will give me a lot of time to write. Of course because of that much free time, I might be looking for  a job soon which will so cut into my writing and the homework I'll have to do for my classes. So here's to hoping my life won't be too hectic and I'll be able to fit everything in.
          
          Good news, I've finally finished chapter 1, the only problem I had with that was trying to finish the chapter without overdoing it or dragging out the chapter or else it'd become way too long, it's long enough already. I'm working on chapter 2 as of now, I think I'm going in the right direction (which sounds like a first to me and makes me happy! :D) so this hopefulness I'm having right now is such a great feeling. The week I'll have off during my two semesters, I'll be working hard to finish chapter 2 and get in a few more chapters before posting any of it.
          
          I'm also thinking of changing the title, I don't know, I think it could use some creativity and something maybe more original. I don't know I'll see how it goes (since I pretty much suck at titles, that's why even my chapters don't have titles, but I'd love some). I'd love to change the cover too, but I'm not sure, my arting skills aren't that great and I have no idea what can be a cover besides trees (side note, I probably have a theme here with trees which is really weird, gotta look into that). But yeah I'll need to really think about. I have no idea if anyone reads these, but it still feels good to say something because it makes me feel productive which motivates me to actually be productive. I also can't believe I almost have used all of the characters. So goodbye for now!

Hey my fellow friends! I have actually been very slowly working on revising, I'm An Alpha because when I reread the original I can't help but notice that the story should have more substance and move more slowly instead of jumping and rushing to the next story line. To be honest I am working very slowly on it, I'm still focused on chapter 1, it's still the same story and plot, but there will be more in depth details, I might end up mixing some chapters together because I am and will be writing each one differently. There will be some new characters (but not too main of characters, they will just be there for the story) and I might cut some parts of the story out because I feel like it might not be necessary or if I think it might be a good idea I might rewrite those parts better and more detailed as well as having it flow better in the story. Anyway I wanted to let you all know that, I may not be adding in those chapters any time soon because as I said I'm still working on chapter 1, but I want you all to keep it in mind and know that I am getting interested in writing again and want to give you all a better story before continuing with the sequel.