Hi again, y'all! Firstly, I'm still having focal issues, but they're not as bad, so I might get something productive done! Secondly, if I'm honest, I've only slept three hours in the last two days trying to finish my final project for engineering, and I'm still going to fail, you can bet! Mostly because I spent most of it talking to a series of wonderful people over on Instagram all night, slowly coming to the conclusion that our sweet innocent little Pal Waaktaar is not all that sweet and innocent, and making TikToks about how stressed I am instead of fixing the reason I'm stressed. I still have exams in four weeks, HOWEVER, I do have some good news on that front!
There's not all that much to revise now that content has been cut, and besides, my predicted grades aren't really going to drop much regardless of how I do, so all in all, it's not actually as bad as it seems. And it turns out that the last two nights of not sleeping might have turned out to be worth something, because the project is actually due today! While having more time to actually complete it and get some content down on paper would have been nice, the bonus here is that once it's handed in, there's nothing more I can do about it, meaning all the time and strength and will to live it's been sapping from me will be free again! Granted, I will have revision to do, but it means I can take a few little breaks here and there, get back on my sensible and not insane timetable that allows me time to eat, sleep and sh!t in peace without this stupid project tormenting me, and the bottom line of all this means that I'm going to have time in the evenings to write again!
Not promising huge things, but I AM promising that with the Easter holidays next week and a vague revision timetable that I will update something, hopefully my main fic, but maybe a few of my short songfics might be in store too.
Thanks for sticking by me, we'll get through this! The human spirit will prevail!
=^..^= xx
