Ananyaaa_43
Do you people still feel like reading Ishman?
I mean, I still love them, and I don't think ki mera move on ho payega... :)
But nowadays I amm seeing people take even their cute friendship videos to their personal egos and create nonsense hate... :/
I do have some OS chapters ready but every time I try to continue them, my heart just stops and the blank screen stares back at me. It hurts..you know....I used to write about them everywhere while traveling, during breaks from studying even during the gap days of my board exams.
I still write the but something just doesn't feel right anymore, it all feels so.... complicated and rushed
Some of you will say that we all knew from the very beginning that everything we were creating was just our imagination. Somewhere, we were all prepared to have our hearts broken the moment we entered this fandom but even after knowing that flowers will wither in a few days, we don't throw them away or stop admiring them, do we? We still cherish them.
Flowers aren't forever but they make us feel like forever exists.
I don't know what to say... ;/
It's all upon you guys now...If you can convince me to write Ishman again, maybe I will.
Things hurt...but doesn't loving hurt too?
awasthi4eraya
@Ananyaaa_43 Lowkey...if you stop writing..I'm never entering Ishman Zone on Wattpad again!!!
CherryInDaHouze
@Ananyaaa_43 Being honest di, we all knew that Ishman was only possible in our delulu imagination but somewhere, somehow, those fragments of imagination gave us hope for our own personal lives. Idk about others but for me, Ishman was never just about Shubman and Ishan being a couple, it was also about their bond, trust and love for eachother, be it platonic or romantic. I don't know how or why, but seeing both of them happy, be it together or apart from eachother, makes me cry in happiness too. Whenever I'm sad, the thought of them, even a mere glance at their pic on my phone's wallpaper, makes me smile. Your stories are great, no doubt, and you don't have to stop writing just because something isn't possible. The art of writing is about expressing one's thoughts, other's don't have to agree on it. If you don't want to do something, who are we to convince you otherwise? I just want to tell you one thing, sometimes nothing feels right and everything is just too complicated to even understand. There are moments in life where you question yourself more times than you can answer. In those moments, only loving and trusting yourself can help you. Others can only offer their words. Also, I agree with @Khaotungnarakja, if u can't bring yourself to write Ishman, you can write og stories instead. We'll still be here. Love you a lot di, your fics found me when I was lost. I hope you find someone too. (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃
khaotungnarakja
@Ananyaaa_43 / Why does it feel so real? Neither Ishman nor the fandom has been the same since 'that' day. Even though we knew our hearts would eventually be broken, we still weren't prepared for it. But if you ask me, then please—keep writing. Do what makes you happy. Do what once made you happy. And if you can't bring yourself to write Ishman anymore, then write original stories instead. Let your characters carry the pieces of them. It hurts a little less that way. </3
