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Hey imma be real. It's Ben apparently over a yea since I've gotten om this account.  But uh if for whatever fucking your still on here which I doubt. It's Caynon. Or sharp if you can only remebrr me by my oc.
          
          
          

// Appearance update starter! //
          
          Every sinner in the Happy Hotel seemed to be bustling about, tending to their own matters of business. Of course, one particular blue doe was busy fidgeting about with a new invention of hers. It nearly seemed to be a capsule of sorts, and she worked on the side of the tall, silver machine. Unfortunately, she had lost nearly all of her hair ties to the hotel’s cat, who seemed to be infatuated with the worm-looking items. She couldn’t blame it, it was her own fault for leaving her personal items all over the laboratory. Turning to grab a wrench, she had accidentally knelt on the button to the machine, eyes widening as it whirred to life. Slowly, she felt herself being tugged backwards as a sharp pain went through her scalp. Reaching down for the remote, she aggressively clicked the button. But, just to her luck, it decided to miraculously stop working. “Oh, F-CK!” The inventor yelped, dropping the machinery. She reached towards the counter for a pair of scissors, unable to grasp at them. This was /not/ how she was going to double die, she decided. “Y/C” the demoness yelled. “GET IN HERE!” Her own hands had grasped around her blue locks of hair, trying to keep herself from being dragged any closer to the grinding gears.

// Hiking, little to no responses! ^^ //

// I’ll look back at everything I used to say circa 2021 and holy shit. I hate everything that I typed so MF much like. GOODBYE WHAT WAS I SAYING. ☠️ Don’t even get me started on 2020. //

// A bitch is back in the house
          
          But I have to go to Girl Interrupted ass group therapy
          
          Lmao the fucking ice breakers are gonna be “Why don’t we all stand up if we’ve had each hair color. Alright? Let’s go through the rainbow together!” GIRL BYE IM HIDING IN THE BATHROOM //

// My mom kicked me out and I walked to my dad’s house-
          
          I have no fucking makeup or any of the clothes I want. 
          
          I’m fifteen, Idk what I did bro  //

Question! You're bi, but what gender attracts you more?

// WHAT THE FUCK IS A KILOMETER //

// Fuck, my cart. //

// So, I was looking back through some old photos and then also looking at some of my old posts from when I was more Wattpad invested. I’ve realized that as a person, I’ve changed a lot. The way in which I speak to people, present myself, and how I think. My hair is no longer dyed, I don’t like wearing eyeliner, and I’ve begun to let myself wear clothes that expose myself more. I’ve found a father in a teacher that has found a daughter in myself, and because of him, I’ve become less angry towards the world. He has made me a better, more positive person. I joke around a lot with him, and it’s strange to think about how much I felt pure rage towards him in August. That’s when I had found that it wasn’t just my attitude towards him that’d changed, but myself as a person entirely. I’m grateful for the things he has shown me, just as I’m grateful to have had this roleplay thing going for the past four years. I have only kept in touch with this app for really just one person in particular, but I don’t want to embarrass her by exposing her name. But, you know who you are. Thank you so, so, so much. I’ve grown to love myself more and get into a better headspace. It’s really nice to be back and start anew. ^^ //