Andr3w395
10 hours and 18 minutes and I JUST finished lineart☹️..
Andr3w395
Andr3w395
MEOWOWOWOWOWOOWWOWOWOOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWW >_<
Eclipses_Girl
Hey man are you okay? I'm worried about you. If you need you can come over and stay at my house for a bit, a few days, weeks, hours. How ever long you need. I know you are going through a lot right now and I'm here for you. Okay man?
Andr3w395
I know you posted this like a million years ago but I’m fine!!! I know I already tapped about everything to u on discord but I just wanted to clarify further :crying emoji: /POS’S POS OF ALL THE POSSES
Andr3w395
Ahajajdj im Like two months clean but I don’t even care anymore
killjoy_11
@Andr3w395 im so proud of you dude. Please dont do anything to yourself. Im sorry i responded late, if you did do anything to yourself, i dont view you any less from what i did before. You are valid.
Andr3w395
I want to throw up, I can’t do it anymore. I know I do this like every week and it’s basically a desensitized subject atp but I actually don’t think I can make it through tonight.
I broke down to her. I cried in her arms, bawling about how I hated my reflection. And she didn’t care. She simply rolled her eyes and walked away to play with my little brother. Am I that ugly?? Not even my own mother can find sympathy for me. “You’ll survive” will I tho???☹️
fanta_st1ck
@Andr3w395 trust me if you were ugly god would have made you look like that girl pop you are absolutely beautiful the amount of people that might wanna be with you is crazy if you absolutely need to drop some people but pooks ur rlly beautiful
BigosTheFryingPan
@Andr3w395 fck that mom, that aint a real mom. Thats just a cruel person. She doesnt deserve you, youre an amazing person and we support you. I dunno what you look like, but who cares about looks when you have of the most amazing personalities? Youre great, awesome, nice and one of my fav people on wattpad. I might not show it cus im offline a lot, but i really appreciate you being here.
killjoy_11
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@Andr3w395 your not ugly dude. I may have not even seen what you look like, but that doesnt even matter. I can just tell you are one of the most beautiful, handsome, goregous things on this planet. Your mom can go fuck herself for all I care, she doesnt deserve you, dude.
Andr3w395
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I think I just had the worst day of my life (I fucking hate my mom do goddamn much. I’d rather live in that incest infestation of a household rather than be here at this stupid place. Even if it was just love-bombing, at least it’s better than getting called the family disappointed repeatedly. “Oh!! Just cheer up, Addie!!” OH MY GOD??? THATS A THING??? YOU IUST SAVED MY LIFE, HALLUJUAH!!!!!!! I just want to go to bed, I’m so tired of everything. All I cause is my family’s dismay. My mom literally saw me having a panic attack in the corner due to being overstimulated and she still found a way to mock me. “You know, participating is apart of ur punishment!!” You make me hate every holiday. I hate Halloween now. You made me hate thanksgiving. You made me hate Christmas. You literally think my birthday is in may. And you wonder why I’m distant, well I’m obviously going to be fucking distant if you make me hate your guts. And I don’t even care if I sound like a spoiled brat, I am so sick and tired of uour bulkshit that I’m about ready to move back in with that incest freak just to get away from you
killjoy_11
@Andr3w395 your mom actually should just khs i despise her. From everything youve told me she sounds like a real bitch who just needs to die.
killjoy_11
Dont worry, im okay
killjoy_11
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Hey man. Im really sorry for acting like an asshole. Im sorry for hurting you when you were going through tough shit. Im sorry i cut you out of my life, im sorry that im selfish, im sorry that all i did was talk about my useless unimportant problems. I want to let you know that you were probably one of the most important people in my life. I do understand that we can probably never have a stable friendship, i cant have a good friendship with anyone without fucking up. Just know that you are important, you are loved, and when im gone i will find you and watch you, idk probably like haunt your house or anything (lmao), but seriously dude please dont forget how special you are. Im so sorry that i couldnt be the person you wanted to see.
killjoy_11
@Andr3w395 Your issues are a concern actually, i see them as much more important then i do my own. Your like one of the best people in my life right now, i view you as perfect. Theres nothing wrong with you. Like i literally see nothing wrong with you dude. Your nice, caring, you help others, you put others before yourself (which you shouldnt have to do), etc. Do not say or think anything bad of yourself because its obviously not true, every inch and aspect of you is perfect in some way.
Andr3w395
Listen man, my issues are no concern at the moment. Just please, whatever you’re thinking about doing, please don’t. I’m sorry I’m late, my mom made me trick or treat with my family and they didn’t let me go home until just now. If you need we can call if you want (just to make sure you’re alright) or if you need to talk anything through than I’m always here for you. Please just keep yourself safe. You mean so much to so many people and it’d be a tragedy if you were to do anything to yourself ☹️
killjoy_11
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Dude im so sorry for what happened earlier, i didnt mean to make you upset or feel like your a bad person, because you arent. Im truly sorry, everything has been getting worse for me (including my bpd symptoms, delusions, and narcissism.) And im just a jealous asshole, you can like whoever you like and i was js being a bitch
killjoy_11
@Andr3w395 i mean your better at comforting and having sympathy/empathy then me so i see you as a comforting person :) I wont block you, and ill try not to cut contact with you. Your really one of my only reasons to stay alive right now, and you mean alot to me dude.
Andr3w395
No it’s okay!!! It’s like, whatever I don’t really mind anymore. You can do what you want, I completely get it if you’d be upset or bothered by me. Uhm, really I just want what’s best for you and if blocking me or anything would be best for you than by all means. I’m sorry if this is coming across as wrong, I really mean it in a positive manner. Just please uhm, notify if it ever gets bad, (if you want !!) I’ll do my best to help. I’m not all too good at comforting but I’ll always do my best to listen
Andr3w395
I’m shaking why am I such a terrible person. I hate myself siaoak, all I do is hurt people and I’m so incredibly sorry to everytjone whom I have hurt in the past. I promise it’s nothing against you, I don’t know why I’m like this
Andr3w395
@killjoy_11 hey uhm, I appreciate all the support but if it’s fine, can you please keep the tension off my account? I’m sorry, I don’t wanna be mean or anything but my account is one of my only safe spaces and I don’t want fighting to occur on it. (NOT SAYING THERE IS/AND OR WILL THO) /POS
reader4two
@killjoy_11 OH OKAY MB I GOT ALITTLE CONFUSED SINCE I DONT THINK WE’VE INTERACTED BEFORE, but uh correct me if im wrong i suck at remembering users *sobs*/pos ITS NOTHING AGAINST YOU THO