[waiting/hopefully death]

I want to cry? Every time i wake up realsing that i am still alive
          
          That i am nobody 
          
          That nobody want to do anything with me
          
          Laught ?i am such in denial calling some of my classmate they all are loser,that i am better than me
          
          Wanting to ruin some of them life

@ Andrea_marino2  de base j'allais dire commu wattpad mais y en a aucune ;-;

Je cherche qui peuvent Rp sur honkai star rail avec moi?s'il vous plaît 
          
          J'ai un gros vide en moi, déprimé depuis des heures 

Joyeux Noël en retard 

Tw (mention of self-harm, self-hate and all stuff):
          
          I don't honestly know where to start, but i am being honestly with you my current mentale been falling down, i am slowly to giving up on everything you know why?i can't do anything right ? I am bad at everything,every single thing. Bad at sociale stuff, bad being a good friend , bad at being a good son/daughter.  I can't even help that i care about so much (they won't tell me what wrong or hide things from me),i am nothing 
          
          
          I found myself suprise at things i barely notice, i feel really digust looking at myself infront of mirror, i am really really digusting,i hate my body,my taste, my personality. I am digusting person,i am sure if you have known irl you would hate me.  I am selfish, idiot,lazy person 
          
          The fact i am starting to not care if i give in life, i will be in h^ll because how much i am bad person, i can't feel empathy sometime even i want too. This world would be better if i didn't.
          
          You know what worst part?  I ruined so much life because of my d*mn existence
          
          
          I been feeling like this for a while now...

@ Andrea_marino2  wanna roleplay about MHA or The Owl House?

@ Andrea_marino2  it's ok 

Hello

Je ne me souviens pas de ce compte  après c'est normal vu le temps que j'ai pris hors Wattpad alors : hello hola bonjour ✌️

People who doesn't know, i am officialy graduated from highschool X3