[waiting/hopefully death]

Tw (mention of self-harm, self-hate and all stuff):
          
          I don't honestly know where to start, but i am being honestly with you my current mentale been falling down, i am slowly to giving up on everything you know why?i can't do anything right ? I am bad at everything,every single thing. Bad at sociale stuff, bad being a good friend , bad at being a good son/daughter.  I can't even help that i care about so much (they won't tell me what wrong or hide things from me),i am nothing 
          
          
          I found myself suprise at things i barely notice, i feel really digust looking at myself infront of mirror, i am really really digusting,i hate my body,my taste, my personality. I am digusting person,i am sure if you have known irl you would hate me.  I am selfish, idiot,lazy person 
          
          The fact i am starting to not care if i give in life, i will be in h^ll because how much i am bad person, i can't feel empathy sometime even i want too. This world would be better if i didn't.
          
          You know what worst part?  I ruined so much life because of my d*mn existence
          
          
          I been feeling like this for a while now...

@ Andrea_marino2  wanna roleplay about MHA or The Owl House?

@ Andrea_marino2  it's ok 

Hello

Je ne me souviens pas de ce compte  après c'est normal vu le temps que j'ai pris hors Wattpad alors : hello hola bonjour ✌️

People who doesn't know, i am officialy graduated from highschool X3

I am freeeeee

Eid moubarak everyone !

Look like we are saying goodbye to privat chat , as for i deleted wattpad, i hate this app- so

People when they see : "aww....so adorable keep your smile!^^"
          
          "Alway keep your smile joe !"
          
          "I'm glad your doing okay!^^"
          
          In reality in my room in middle of night: *feel numb, empty wanting for the day that semble hug me or just see through me* :i really don't know why,i really don't , nothing bad happen yet i feel empty and numb. I am really tired living 
          
          
          Haha just me being silly don't mind me !^w^