@AndrewAssassins I understand how you feel, sometimes I get the first chapters of my fics and I cringe because I feel like I could have done better, but that's the thing, we can improve.
Ever since I started writing, I feel like I've improved my writing, and even if sometimes I make mistakes, I know that I can improve, and so do you.
I know looking at these things can put you down sometimes, but giving up won't do any good as well.
Sorry for the long rant, but what I'm trying to say is: "Don't give up man; keep writing." :)