AndrewDavidScott
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Cigarette Break.
"I inhale...
The Hooker across the way entertains a man every half hour from 12 till 4am.
She fucks them on a mattress laid on the kitchen floor, barebacking amongst the spilt grease and used kitty litter.
Twenty five years old I'd have gone over there myself, and stuck my hard fuck in her worn riddled cunt. Twice that age now I simply watch as her two children bang on the locked upstairs window.
I exhale...
The drug dealers next door are fighting.
Their children are screaming, a high pitched lullaby accompanied by a chorus of shattered glass and bone.
Once, years past now, I'd have done something. Fractured eye sockets surrounding their dead spastic eyes. Instead...
I inhale...
Some ones banging on my door asking for drugs.
I'd have sold them some but I'm too damn old to come out of retirement now.
So I send them to the other dealer three doors down.
I cough...
To drown out the nights sounds of murder and decay.
I exhale...
Dear God, I wonder, will I still be doing this in another 25 years?
I inhale...
Three packs a day by then.
I exhale...
I really should quit. So...
I exhale...
I exhale...
I exhale.
Jimmy Clean. Wednesday 6th August 2025.