Andrew

hi

I really hope that next year will be better than this year. Probably not but ya know I'll get through it❤️

This morning I had an episode. My brother came in and saw me screaming. He had terror in his eyes as I Just Sat rocking back in forth about everything. I was so overwhelmed , my throat stung and I couldn't breath. The words came back though, worthless, fat. Ugly, and oh so many more. But I didn't let it hit my skin. I tried to be strong for anyone who actually could possibly care for me. But I just wanted to numb it but I just let it eat me every single second. 
          
          - Andrew

Okay so I am a writer and I don't know if I should upload it any opinions? :)