Andrewsssebastian

June. To inagine we ended in March, and so much has happened. Considerably, I feel better about myself and changed things I knew i was lacking. You wouldn't care. More productive instead of yearning from affection from someone, but somehow, I've been missing it more now than ever. Like every time we broke up, I'd see why I was with you and how stable we were. I still reread what you sent me, every last word. I was the bad one, the hurt that I put you through wasn't meant to be and I guess I pushed you since we said forever. Scratch21 "Enough", we listened to it all the time, and I guess I assumed that you would. Even though the car crashes and not answering was on yours, everything else was mine. How can I tell someone that I was angry at and called out for so much that I still care and love them, but I've always been the type to fall first and fall hard, and I still am after 4 years. I spent a long time before writing this to allow space for that, which I know you didn't writing those documents. I'm just hoping that you were my best one, so I can put my future relationships to test to see how good you were, but knowing me, I probably would fall in love for a long while. So many things I wished I would've done differently, but that's a thing of the past. All I have now is time to simmer and my own emotions to control, feel, and understand. Love you, from where ever it's coming from. Hate me, from where ever you are now. </3

Andrewsssebastian

June. To inagine we ended in March, and so much has happened. Considerably, I feel better about myself and changed things I knew i was lacking. You wouldn't care. More productive instead of yearning from affection from someone, but somehow, I've been missing it more now than ever. Like every time we broke up, I'd see why I was with you and how stable we were. I still reread what you sent me, every last word. I was the bad one, the hurt that I put you through wasn't meant to be and I guess I pushed you since we said forever. Scratch21 "Enough", we listened to it all the time, and I guess I assumed that you would. Even though the car crashes and not answering was on yours, everything else was mine. How can I tell someone that I was angry at and called out for so much that I still care and love them, but I've always been the type to fall first and fall hard, and I still am after 4 years. I spent a long time before writing this to allow space for that, which I know you didn't writing those documents. I'm just hoping that you were my best one, so I can put my future relationships to test to see how good you were, but knowing me, I probably would fall in love for a long while. So many things I wished I would've done differently, but that's a thing of the past. All I have now is time to simmer and my own emotions to control, feel, and understand. Love you, from where ever it's coming from. Hate me, from where ever you are now. </3

Andrewsssebastian

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Fuck ass you have me watching your graduation just by relevance. Apparently Google thinks that I still want to move over there, god forbid that you'd kill me for that. Happy Graduation, Cheers to many more including your college one. Don't let the eepy get to you, haha.

JacobGaming_18

Yooo! Ummm my old Phone died and bc of 2fa i cant enter discord

JacobGaming_18

@Claw-Chan True, lol. I was already thinking in removing it the day I was getting the new phone. Lil guy decided to power off and not charge a day before. Now I gotta send it to fix and finish up getting some things back. Idk if you're still in the server to explain this to the others, specially Jack. I bet he's hella worried
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Andrewsssebastian

@JacobGaming_18 Who dares invade my wattpad announcements idle for several months!? Haha. Don't worry about it, sometimes Discord does funny stuff like that
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Andrewsssebastian

"Think about it, Chase. Unlike with Skye and even Marshall, there's something special in how you treat me. Your kindness, your special way of caring—it's different when it comes to me. Your love for Marshall was like a brother, for Skye, it was romantic. But with me, it's similar to how you loved Skye. Whether you realize it or not, whether you admit it or try to ignore it, the fact is you love me. And just so you know, I feel the same way. Not like a brother or anything else, but romantically."
          
          

RTNinja

@Claw-Chan - idk the second name, Zuma (in what chap? Idk too but i know he said it)
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RnoomaQueen

RnoomaQueen ❤️ :
          The truth is, unless you let go, unless you forgive yourself, unless you forgive the situation, unless you realize that the situation is over, you cannot move forward.
           
          
          Good things come to those who believe, better things come to those who are patient, and the best things come to those who don't give up. .
          
          Good things come to those who believe, better things come to those who are patient, and the best things come to those who don't give up. 
          
          If you want to be happy, focus on yourself and things under your control: your life, your finances, your physical and mental wellbeing, and your spirituality. 
          
          
          
          Spend your time on those that love you unconditionally. Don't waste it on those that only love you when the conditions are right for them. 
          
          
          
          No matter how tough it gets this week, keep going, 
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          If things aren't going the way you want them to be and you aren't doing anything to change that, stop complaining.
          
          
          Take life day by day and be grateful for the little things. Don't get caught up in what you can't control. Accept it and make the best of it.  
          
          
          No matter what you're going through, you are not alone. The light is always with you. You might not see it, but you can trust it. . 
          
          
          
          At your absolute best you still won't be good enough for the wrong person. At your worst, you'll still be worth it to the right person.
          
          
          
          When you feel like stopping, think about why you started. 
          
          
          If you get tired, learn to rest not quit. 
          
          
          Keep faith. The most amazing things in life tend to happen right at the moment you're about to give up hope. 
          
          
          
          Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end. 
          
          
          Everything happens for a reason. Life puts you down, only so you can get back up for the better things. Live life, forgive and forget. Let go of the past.
          
          
          Your life will become much more peaceful when you let others think whatever they want and stop trying to prove your point. . 
           #QueenFamily ❤️ Love you ❤️❤️

Andrewsssebastian

@RnoomaQueen Thank you! Love you too!
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Andrewsssebastian

Hewo Everyone, I'm here to lurk around, maybe write a bit. I'm drinking my liquid caffeine and I'm not ready to face the world. :3 Love- Claw-Chan 
          
          Hola a todos, estoy aquí para merodear, tal vez escribir un poco. Estoy bebiendo mi cafeína líquida y no estoy lista para enfrentar el mundo. :3 Amo- Claw-Chan