Hi, everyone. Sorry, I take so long to get chapters out for Broken Passion. I have so health issues that make it hard for me to stay focus and clear minded. I sometimes lose motivation because I get little feedback to know how the story is going. I sometimes lose motivation because of my health issues. I am someone who tries so hard to stay constant, but it isn't always easy. I struggle sometimes with getting words on my document. Some days it flows and some days I sit with my laptop with my hands hovering over the keyboard. At those moments, my mind freezes.
I love writing. I love giving a story to tell. Honestly, my life is chaotic, not stable. When I take steps forward, I either get blocked and can't do anything or take steps back. I try to tell myself things will get better. That there is good in my life. That I don't have it as bad as some other people. That there are people who are suffering more than me.
I don't have many people in my life I can rely on. I have little of a support system. Someone who is my support system is my boyfriend and he will go overseas for an academic year to research for his Ph.D. I might visit him during a break in between semesters. I will be able to still talk to him, but he will be six hours ahead of me.
I am not telling all of this to vent. No, instead this is to explain why it is hard for me. I want to be that person who can write quickly and be able to give readers what they want, but I am also human. I feel guilty for not being to do all of this. That I can't do better for readers.
I help with discord servers and try to help people. For the time being, I will focus more on that and help others while I can. Feel free to ask me to help with something. I love helping people. I will say if you ask me to read something, understand that I do have obligations outside of Wattpad and I take my time to give feedback because I want it to be meaningful.
Thank you. I hope this gives some insight.