Roses

You have done something wrong, and you feel bad for yourself. How dare you. You cheated on someone, used them, and now you're sad because you got caught. You are very selfish and should be very ashamed of yourself. I hope you realize the world ain't all about you. It'll keep spinning no matter how you feel and what you do. So act like you're the queen of it. You are nothing but selfish and lustful. Never full of love.  I am very disappointed in you. 
          
          No longer your friend anymore
             Kenny

Guys. I'm abandoning this account. For those of you who know my email. You can use it to talk to me.

Guess song and band:
          
          Oh!
          A moment you'll never remember
          And a night you'll never forget!
          Oh!
          
          [Chorus:]
          All you sinners stand up, sing __________ (__________!)
          Show praise with your body
          Stand up, sing __________ (___________!)
          And if you can't stop shaking, lean back
          Let it move right through ya (___________!)
          Say your prayers [3x]
          (___________!)
          
          My life started the day I got caught
          Under the covers
          With secondhand lovers
          Oh, tied up in pretty young things
          In a state of emergency
          Who was I tryna be?
          
          Then the time for being sad is over
          And you miss 'em like you miss no other
          And being blue is better than being over it (over it)
          
          [Chorus]
          
          I was drunk and it didn't mean a thing
          Stop thinking about
          The bullets from my mouth
          I love the things you hate about yourself
          Just finished a daydream
          Who were you tryna be?
          
          Then the time for being sad is over
          And you miss 'em like you miss no other
          And being blue is better than being over it (over it)
          
          No one wants you when you have no heart and
          I'm sitting pretty in my brand new scars and
          You'll never know if you don't ever try again
          So let's try
          Let's try
          Let's try
          
          [Chorus 2x]
          

Can i kill myself? Please?

I'm your very own personal distraction
          The kind who a normie would call a disaster
          I can't get you out of my head
          You're digging through my brain and taking what i said
          
          Something are better not remembered at all
          Stop trying to fix me and find my flaws
          Why can't you just take me for what i am?
          Just take me for what i am

Imagine when your lungs are filling up with liquid.
          Intoxicated poison flowin' through your veins
          It seems like nothing's changed.
          
          My purple neck is stating all that I'm against but
          I guess that's how we end up when we're under water
          
          [Spoken]
          Mayday! Mayday! This ship's going down.
          And as your captain, I'm ready to drown
          I'm gonna drown so deep in you
          I'm gonna drown so deep in you
          
          This necklace that you've got wrapped around my neck
          Will choke me slowly to my death
          And I'm into that (Whoa Oh).
          
          These weights are tied up to my legs
          Sinking lifeless has never felt so peaceful
          These waves are crashing all the same
          Water washing through this sea of people
          
          [2x]
          This necklace that you've got wrapped around my neck
          Will choke me slowly to my death
          And I'm into that (Whoa Oh Oh).
          
          The purple on my neck stating all that I'm against (Whoa)
          
          This ship is going down
          This ship is going down
          (Oh Oh)
          
          Oh...
          
          [Breakdown]
          
          [Spoken]
          Mayday! Mayday! This ship's going down.
          And as your captain, I'm ready to drown
          
          It's been a good run but we're fucked in this town.
          Now I'll close my eyes tight till' we sink to the ground.
          (Whoa)
          
          [2x]
          This necklace that you've got wrapped around my neck
          Will choke me slowly to my death
          And I'm into that. (Whoa Oh Oh)

Anyone like/love Marilyn Manson? like omfg," Diary of a Dope Fiend" and "Sweet Dreams(are made of these)" are awesome.

Is it bad that there are two times i could die extremely happy in my whole life and one of them hasn't happened yet?

Ronnie Radke and Andy Biersack are the cutest and sexiest men to walk the face of this planet... Andy has a fucking perfect look and Ronnie has an amazing sense of humour... sorry, am i fangirling? But holy shit, i didn't fan girl over Kevin "Ghost" McCullough

People who know you love them think they can't hurt you... but they're the ones who hurt the most... i wouldn't say anything if someone kissed my gf.... I'd let it slowly kill me because i can't seem to get over how others feel over myself.... I'm going to lose the last thing i care about, her, and i know it.... i just have to wait for it....