Hi FTLY readers,
This is a heartbreak story—but not the kind you’re thinking of.
Not because of a relationship… but because of a book.
Yes, I know it sounds crazy. But in 2020, I fell deeply attached to a book called “Forced to Love You.”
Whenever I felt low, lost, or overwhelmed, that book was where I ran. It became my comfort, my safe place, my silent friend. I read it again and again, and every time it healed something inside me.
Then one day, I came back to read it for the nth time…
and it was gone.
Just like that.
As if it never existed.
I returned in 2022, hoping maybe it had been reuploaded.
No.
Then 2023… still no.
2024… nothing.
And now 2025… still empty.
For the last four years, I’ve been searching with hope in my heart and disappointment in my hands. Every search ends the same way—with silence.
So today, I decided: enough is enough.
I can’t change the past four years, but I promise myself this—
I will find it in 2026.
How?
By asking you.
I’m reaching out to every reader who ever loved this book the way I did. Maybe someone out there still has it saved—a PDF, screenshots, anything. Not to misuse it. Not to disrespect the author. But because some stories don’t just entertain us… they save us.
I truly believe there are still genuine readers in this world—people who respect authors, stories, and emotions the same way I do.
If this book ever lived in your heart too…
let’s find it together.
