Hi all you lovely readers, I want to say that I do not know when I'll be posting anything else. I will be honest with you all I haven't been good mental health wise I have asked for help but so far I've been refused it. So I'm trying to sort myself out I suppose which isn't easy when you have a nasty piece of work practically causing u to have nervous breakdown, one of my so called sisters has gone from jealousy to just pure hatred she's spreading vicious rumours round, family don't speak to me I've had people who have known me for yrs cross the road before they will walk passed me. It's really starting to get to me and my brain is like a tornado at the moment I can't seem to get myself put of it. My father I think is worried that I'm going to do something to myself. I have never felt so alone, sorry to be moaning to you all
