Angel

A'ight So I've Been In Another Relationship After My Girlfriend Broke Up With Me But The Relationship I Was In, He Was Narcissistic And Made Me Have a Habit To Always Say Sorry But I Truly Think Colton Is The Best Choice But I'm Not Sure How To Aproach Him. Also If Anyone Plays Apex Legends, Let Me Know. My @ Is AngelicCat26
          
          (Also @PhantomRain If You Have Any Advice To Give Please Help But You Don't Have To)
          
          Ps. Sorry For Not Being Online

So My Ex Kept Trying To Get My Best Friends Number And My Quarter Brother Aka Her Ex Broke Up With My Best Friend For Jada And He Goes To The Opposite School We Go To So I Thought He Would Break Up With Her For Someone There. But Nope! And My Ex Cheated On Me With Jada So I Mean She Always Gets The Boys She Wants. But I Want To Tell My Ex That And Tell Him He Can NOT Date My Best Friend So He Can Just Break Her Heart...
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I May Still Like My Ex.... 
          @PhantomasRain

Is it bad I'm not eating during the day?

I have come up with a pick up line:
          
          Violets are red, 
          Roses are blue, 
          That doesn't make sense,
          Neither does my love for you

So I vented to my girlfriend:
          "I don't really understand what I'm feeling whenever I do something wrong. Everytime I try and be social and not rude, my family puts me down and I can't just tell them that. They'll tell me "oh, you're overreacting" or something like that. Whenever I try and be nice to my sister I end up getting hurt and my sadistic side grows more. The only emotion I can express properly, in happiness and anger. I want to cry whenever I get angry. After I calm down, I sit down somewhere and question a lot of things. The other day I was wondering if I hadn't said anything or if I didn't hear Colton when he said "Todoroki sucks." If my heart wasn't broken, I might not be as sadistic. When I play my instrument, I have to have an expressionless face so I play properly. I'm used to whenever I need to stop smiling or I have to be cold to people when I'm concentrating on something."
          The other day was Disney day and I wore my Abu onesie and I had to sit next to him in Band and he... Petted my head since I had my hood up...

Sooooo I Texted Colton That And Now He's Playing With My Feelings.... He Keeps "Hitting" On My Best Friend. He's Hanging  With My Friends. I Made Cupcakes For A Class And I Offered Him A Cupcake As A Peace Offering, He Licked The Frosting And Gave It To One Of His Friends. And I Had To Sit Next To Him In Band Today. I'm Tempted To Drop Out Of Band Because Of Him... @PhantomasRain I Need Advice...

I am bored out of my mind so pm me if you are interested in role-playing  for bnha
          
          Scenario: Eli Chan [Me] has just bumped into and she mumbles sorry and runs off. Later you find out she is in your homeroom, Class 1-A.

Happy Birthday @trentswagger

So I texted my ex a while ago and he um... Ignored me... So this is what I said,
          
          "The Friday before Halloween when Jada [aka a slut] said she had liked you I almost went yandere on her tbh... But then I realized how oblivious I was... I felt like you deserved someone better than me... I realized how popular she is with almost everyone and how almost everyone thinks she is pretty... [keep in mind I liked her in 4th grade but of course I didn't tell him that] My brain automatically went to a dark place... You always made me feel better about myself and make me smile and make me feel like I'm worth it and make me feel safe... I actually always try and be close to you and it's a habit anymore... I'm trying to stop... So when Cecelia told me to break up with you, I didn't do it for my emotions, I felt like I was doing it for your sake... I'm really trying to get over you and you don't realize how hard it is to express my feelings and trying to be honest with my friends... Almost everyone has left me... Dana has become colder to me... I feel like I made Cecelia depressed... I won't see Lama until from thanksgiving break to after Christmas break... Every single day in Band my brain tells me to go and tell you the truth and I just want to break down there and then... I feel like everyone is the reason I sometimes don't show my true feelings and I'm a shundere... You have every right to hate me but I just needed to get this off my chest... Just tell me if I should delete your number or tell me your blocking me or something... I'm sorry for everything..."
          
          Hopefully this makes sense for the people who have helped me on here..

Hey my zodiacs.... So I broke up with him on the 28th of October.... I'm still not over him.... He has a new girlfriend... Again... He made me feel better about myself and I'm not sure how to get over him... Can you guys please give me advice???