AngelicLuv96

@Take2SoNa no. Don't say that. I'm sure your family loves you. And even tho I don't know you in person I'm sure you have many talents that you may just haven't discovered yet. You've been an amazing friend so far, you've helped me a lot and I'm really happy I met you. You're not a disappointment, maybe your parents just don't like to show affection but they still love you unconditionally.
            I'm also sorry about your grandmother. I hope that your family can sort things out so you can see her. I'm sure you will be able to visit her whenever you can some day. Till then call her and talk to her so even if you won't be able to see her anytime soon she'll know she's loved and you'll still have a special bond.
            You didn't trouble me at all. I rather listen to other people's problems then tell my own. I like helping others. Also you have to let it out it's better that way. 

@AngelicLuv96  It must have been hard right? You are a brave and strong person...:)

@AngelicLuv96  No. It's okay. I feel I understand you and your pain better.... So no issues. Don't worry. Didn't I tell you, that I am here to hear you out? 
            
            Me? I have always wished I should not have been born. Life would have been easier for those who know me, that way..... 
            
            I have always been a disappointment..... I know. I can tell. My parents must have been disappointed when they would compare kids my age with me.... I wasn't good at anything back as a kid.... I had no talents... My parents would constantly fight because of me.... I have troubled my brother a lot too....( I was a tattletale) And I don't think I have been a good friend so far..... My mother had huge expectations for me.... I disappointed her... I should have worked harder. I know.
            That's why, if I could turn back time, I would want to become the perfect daughter... The best sister... The perfect friend....
            
            I know this is nothing compared to your pain. I'm sorry for your parents and grandparents. 
            
            I know how you feel. I lost my grandmother two years back. We were not particularly close, but still she was my grandmother. She kept wanting to see me and my brother. But since my mom has issues with her in-laws, we couldn't go. Till date I regret it. I should have gone. I should have atleast met her one last time and fulfilled her wish. 
            My maternal grandparents also keep wishing to see me. But I am not able to go to them. I do talk with them on phone. But again, they are getting old. I don't know how much more time I have left with them.... I'm just trying to make the best of whatever time I have with them.
             It's not too late. You can still tell them 'I love you'. Try to spend more time with them. Atleast then you won't have to regret like me. I'm sure they would be happy as well if you spend more time with them. :)
            
            I hope I didn't trouble you. Also sorry for asking that question. It must have been hard for you..

@AngelicLuv96 Hmm, thanks.
             Jonghyun held a special place in my heart. He helped so many people.... 
            I try to live for others as much as I can because that's the best I can do to repay him... :)

@Take2SoNa omg thank you so so much you have no idea how much this means to me... Sending prayers for you too and same, talk to me if need to I'm always here 

@Take2SoNa same... 

@Take2SoNa I've actually been crying thru out most of the day... I'm currently in a pretty good mood... My day wasn't so bad but the thought made it bad.. My classmate forced me to tell her what's wrong and I told her and cried while doing so ofc but I felt better after that so I'm pretty happy right now... Thank you for all your support, oh god I don't deserve to be treated like that TT 

@AngelicLuv96 It's okay to cry if you want. Just sit down and let it all out. If you keep it in, it will hurt more. 
            Since it doesn't make sense, let's not bother about it... ok?
            I'm here if you want to talk it out.

@Take2SoNa i guess I am... I really want to cry to be honest...
            I can't ether.. Everything is so mixed and its hard to deal with it... 

@Take2SoNa it's okay.. I've been quite well actually. You? 

@Take2SoNa hehe thanks I'm glad you like it ;)

@Take2SoNa yes a pinky promise hehe :)

@Take2SoNa  I feel happy that I could make you smile and that I could make your day better.... Yes, let's be that person for each other. Deal. Let's Pinky promise?

@AngelicLuv96  I'm sorry but I'm not on snapchat either.

@Take2SoNa thank you so much ❤️