Why does this happens every time.Whenever I think I have found a silver lining, it appears to be a plated one.And this has been happening.This is just so unfair.I try my best ,more than my best not to reveal my pain and this eventually hurts me.But once in blue moon ,when I think I can speak about this , when I think people will understand , they will understand, it just so happens that I realise I am wrong.And I guess I am a fool, coz everytime I repeat the same mistake of trusting myself, and the consequences are like waves of the sea that takes a part of me everytime they wash and backwash.
P.S I am not writing this to gain likes or sympathy the thing is there's no other place than this right now where I can vomit what M feeling.
Sorry if this bothered you.