my current self ..


ive striving very hard , to be the slave of perfection , I've  been pretending real fine .. I've  been sick dealing with people i'll didn't know .. what's the most proper , act on how to cope up with ,for they all sucked , with their different maladies ..I've been  trying to be that successful wannabe .. I've been working all day proving myself to people around me .. I've been perfectly hiding my sincerest emotion , to my own kind of mysterious jar ..I've been reaching out higher more than what you can really do to be the coolest ,other can see ..