Im hurting myself i keep pushing people who love me. How can i trust? when my family didn't trust me in the first place. They dont think im capable of doing something. What they think of me? Pabigat, makasarili, walang kwenta, tamad, bata pa at walang maipag mamalaki. Thank you kuya for pointing that. Idol kita eh ipinag mamalaki kita pero binababa mo pala ako.