i think it's time that i addressed something. a few months ago, when my girlfriend and i split, i made a false and deprecating post about her. while we were toxic for the first few years of our relationship, things got a lot better down the road.
we're high school sweethearts, and teenagers do stupid things. i definitely have my faults in the relationship as well, and i shouldn't have made it seem so one - sided. the breakup didn't last long, and we were together again in no time, as usual. we haven't split again since, but i nearly forgot about the post i had made.
unfortunately, she had to stumble across the post herself, which we have spoken about. i feel deeply regretful to have spoken about her in such a manner, and even more guilty that i forgot to delete it when we got back together, because i really didn't mean what i said in the post in question. i was upset, and i took it out by writing something nasty about the one person i love most in the world.
to sum things up, i'm posting this because i want to show my girlfriend, now fiance, that i'm genuinely apologetic. i hope that you guys don't mind this rant, but i love her to pieces and i really don't want anyone to get the wrong idea about us. every relationship has its faults, some more than others, but that doesn't mean that i should come lie to the internet about it and talk badly about my fiance.
i love you, my little bat. i hope you see this, angel. i'm sorry.
