Hey Im back again Ill be honest the reason I was gone was cause these past few months have not been good to me...every day Ive dealt with dissapointments and dead ends just loss after loss after loss...but I havent given up yet Im still standing and nothings over while Im still standing, Im still dealing with a lot of stuff and the bullshits really getting piled up high now but Ill continue to push through it. So in an effort to regain control of my life I wanna slowly go back to doing things that make me happy so Ill try and be on more, Im not making any promises but Ill try