AngstloverAika

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY BRO

AngstloverAika

Anyway Love y'all (not parasocially ew) 
          
          Thanks to whoever contacted Wattpad because they were concerned for me!!! 
          
          Thank you!! 
          
          You really didn't realize how much I needed someone to care about me after years of being mistreated and used! 
          
          Love y'all!! Don't ever lose hope! <3

AngstloverAika

Like thank you so much. You guys mean the world to me. Without you guys I don't think I would be here anymore. I can't express how grateful I am for me to be able too meet you guys
            
            I know I have ups and downs but the internet really feels like it is my second family
            
            I know there is a lot of bad people on the internet but I still care about you all. 
            
            
            Well. 
            
            
            Love you!
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AngstloverAika

Bro I'm clean for like-5 months or smth lol-
          
          It's probably not gonna be 5 months anymore if I have a massive emotional breakdown again LOLZ
          
          I actually improve a lot of things like my study and drawing skill which is.. I guess fine? 
          
          I still have that low self-esteem LOOOOL
          
          Anyway my suicidal thoughts really just changed to impulsive and Humor just the way to cope for like-
          
          Idk 4 years or smth??? Idk I lost count after I self mutilate my personality <3
          
          Anyway yea I'm doing well mental wise
          
          Not physically lol I'm like Caseoh Lol