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Hi! How is your day today? 
          
          I hope it's been well! 
          
          Just updated my pfp and stuff and wanted to check in with ya! 
          
          I have to work soon so I can't say long
          
          But, I just be thought it be nice to see how your day has been! 
          
          Sorry I never really ya know- come on here but stuffs been stressful but I'm good! 
          
          Schools been hard work though
          
          But soon I get my break and stuff! 
          
          Byyye! 

*someone walks in with sunglasses and a purse and proceeds to place the purse down and raises her glasses up"
          
          Aliza: hello? Ya there? Now listen time is money so I'ma say this once. 
          
          My younger sister cookie thought it be a great idea to get people she knows to do this... 
          
          "Characters" people like me, my brother, cookies friends all talk to you guys. 
          
          Sooo... 
          
          I am Aliza cookies older sister
          
          I'm more of a sassy protective sister if that makes sense-
          
          Anyway I gotta busy trip I need so I need to go
          
          
          But sense I'm here now I shall say some things before I leave this recording studio
          
          
          Get plenty of water, sleep well, eat your food, and give yourself a compliment today
          
          Trust me it helps!!
          
          Now I must take my black fuzzy tail and leave byyyyeeeee!!! 
          
          *Aliza leaves the room*

I can't hide it anymore-
          I really do miss someone, 
          Someone who used to be so important to me they were the thing that brought up my day
          
          But they never returned anything to me and just kept ignoring me
          
          So why am I feeling like this to the point I'm STILL thinking about them... 
          
          I want them out of my head but they were there for so long it's hard to to think about them
          
          But they did hurt me, they hurt my to the point I'm scared to go in another relationship... 
          
          I feel like I'll always get mistreated in every relationship I'm in no matter what, 
          
          But depicte that I miss this person so much- 
          And I really don't want to
          
          It's probably fine hopefully this feeling goes away. I did try to communicate and still be friends but they just-
          
          Didn't respond
          
          Like usual... 
          
          So I'm just going to work on myself
          
          I don't need a relationship to feel happy
          
          It was my main source of happiness for a long time.. 
          
          But I'm tired of relying on someone else to make ME happy
          
          So for now on when I post on here it'll just be about updates of my life that I want to share like big events
          
          I'll make some books but not a lot
          But I better go now bye! 

Just updated my pfp today :3
          
          And I'm sorry I haven't updated my books lately I've been doing alot of self care today

I can't wait for December! ^^
          Not because of Christmas but because that's when I'll update the weight loss book :3
          
          I'm already noticing changes everyday and it's so awesome! 
          
          I'm so glad I can post about the journey here so it will be a memeroy forever In my head! ^^

I FORGOT TO PUT ON HERE MY FAVORITE AMERICAN FRENCH COUPLE BROKE UP!!! 
          
          I'M STILL DEPRESSED ABOUT IT! 
          
          IT HURTS!!!! 
          
          THEY WERE TWO TIKTOKERS THAT WERE THE SWEETEST COUPLE EVER! 
          
          AAAAAAAAA!!!! 

I want to move to France idk where yet but I've been thinking about it, mostly for the beautiful nature and some other things
          
          But that means I'll have to learn the culture, find how to get my own place, learn the language and much more stuff that I'm unsure about. 
          
          But hey it be worth it! Especially to see the French girls ^^ what people should of probably gusse by now I will bend my ass backwards to date a French girl (despite the last one I dated didn't really treat me right-) 
          
          But yeah it's just a thought though and if I do move there I would prefer to know someone who does live there to help me out. 
          
          But again I need to do more thinking about it ^^'
          
          Just thought I'd let y'all know for fun :3

Remember my followers! 
          
          If your so called "amazing gf" is ignoring you, making excuses to not be around for months, starts hanging out with some other girl and picking them over you, makes you cry multiple times, decids that work, video games and that girl in question is much more important than their relationship-
          
          Then my friend you don't have a gf! Not going to say what they are because honesty idfk myself but man! They really did hurt ya! Oh! And if you tell them they hurt you and all they say in response is "I don't know what to say" RUN THE OTHER WAY! 
          
          because that is a CLEAR sign that they just obviously didn't care about you like- at all-
          
          And no this is totally not from personal experience and I'm just saying this to get it out because nobody reads these stupid things!-
          
          Totally not! 

Ngl being single isint as bad as I thought it was going to be, now I don't feel like being in relationship isn't a chore where I'm the one doing all the work-
          
          PLUS I'm actually starting to set up some fucking standards FINALLY! so yeah that's my thought process at the moment :3
          
          Sorry that was random but anyway
          
          If your someone who recently is going through a break just remember there's always going to be that someone who can actually make you feel special ^^
          
          It just takes the right steps to find them :3
          
          And also remember a relationship does not define who you are, and if your in a bad relationship right now but keep saying "it'll get better eventually" I suggest not waiting to long like I did otherwise it will hurt ALOT. 
          
          But yeah if your going through relationship troubles I promise you it doesn't define you as a person! ^^
          
          Have a good days! :3

I've got work all day today and I'm scared how busy we'll be QwQ