AnimeGirl2400

I want to share the dream I had last night with my readers. As you guys probably know is that I didn't really have the best childhood and that I suffer with depression. Well this dream has helped me out some.
          	
          	
          	I remember being in nothing but darkness. I kept running, but all I saw was black. I was hearing the bad things I went through as a kid. After a few minutes of me hearing the voices it became silent. I fell to my knees as I cried my heart out. But then I started to see color, but it was coming from me. My heart was glowing purple, out of all the colors it chose purple. I then saw a door in front of me that had a glowing white light coming from it. I stood up and walked to the door. I opened the door and was blinded by a bright light. After my eyes adjusted I saw that I was surrounded by cherry blossom trees. I then heard a voice come from behind me and I saw them; I saw BTS. They started walking to me. They then stopped when they  were next to me. Namjoon was the first to speak and he said, "Elexus, you may have had a hard childhood, but always remember that we are here for you in your darkest days." Then Jungkook said, "Please use us to Love Yourself as we will always be there for you in your heart and soul." Then Taehyung said that they all purple me. Jin told me to always look at him since he's Worldwide Handsome. Jimin said to always to look at his cuteness to be happy. Yoongi told me to ignore what other people say and to try to forget my past since its bad memories. Hoseok told me to always look at him so I can always have a smile on my face. Namjoon than said, "Even if we live on different sides of the planet, we still live in the same world and as long as we are together as BTS and ARMY, we are family." I then started crying and I ran into Namjoon's arms, giving him a hug. The others then joined the hug. I thanked them for everything that the do for me and for the rest of the ARMY.
          	
          	I woke up in tears and placed my hand on my heart. I  purple you BTS.

4ng3lr1ghth3r3

@AnimeGirl2400 i do that often but sometimes I cry since u am a highly sensitive person-
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4ng3lr1ghth3r3

@AnimeGirl2400 take that dream as a ray of hope in your life when ur sad close your eyes and remember their words
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4ng3lr1ghth3r3

@AnimeGirl2400 you will find your happiness and maybe you already did but u need time to realize it
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4ng3lr1ghth3r3

I. ADORE. YOUR. BOOKS. AND. YOU. THATS IT I AM ADDICTED TO YOUR PAGE pwease be happy always I don't want you to be sawd forget about them. They don't deserve your time. Your amazing and perfect don't believe when they try to tell you that your not eno*gh or something like that? Okie?

AnimeGirl2400

I want to share the dream I had last night with my readers. As you guys probably know is that I didn't really have the best childhood and that I suffer with depression. Well this dream has helped me out some.
          
          
          I remember being in nothing but darkness. I kept running, but all I saw was black. I was hearing the bad things I went through as a kid. After a few minutes of me hearing the voices it became silent. I fell to my knees as I cried my heart out. But then I started to see color, but it was coming from me. My heart was glowing purple, out of all the colors it chose purple. I then saw a door in front of me that had a glowing white light coming from it. I stood up and walked to the door. I opened the door and was blinded by a bright light. After my eyes adjusted I saw that I was surrounded by cherry blossom trees. I then heard a voice come from behind me and I saw them; I saw BTS. They started walking to me. They then stopped when they  were next to me. Namjoon was the first to speak and he said, "Elexus, you may have had a hard childhood, but always remember that we are here for you in your darkest days." Then Jungkook said, "Please use us to Love Yourself as we will always be there for you in your heart and soul." Then Taehyung said that they all purple me. Jin told me to always look at him since he's Worldwide Handsome. Jimin said to always to look at his cuteness to be happy. Yoongi told me to ignore what other people say and to try to forget my past since its bad memories. Hoseok told me to always look at him so I can always have a smile on my face. Namjoon than said, "Even if we live on different sides of the planet, we still live in the same world and as long as we are together as BTS and ARMY, we are family." I then started crying and I ran into Namjoon's arms, giving him a hug. The others then joined the hug. I thanked them for everything that the do for me and for the rest of the ARMY.
          
          I woke up in tears and placed my hand on my heart. I  purple you BTS.

4ng3lr1ghth3r3

@AnimeGirl2400 i do that often but sometimes I cry since u am a highly sensitive person-
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4ng3lr1ghth3r3

@AnimeGirl2400 take that dream as a ray of hope in your life when ur sad close your eyes and remember their words
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4ng3lr1ghth3r3

@AnimeGirl2400 you will find your happiness and maybe you already did but u need time to realize it
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AnimeGirl2400

People always want to drag me down from my career. I wanted to be a filmmaker in Japan, but my family wants me to stay in America so I can be near family. So since my dream of moving to Japan for my career is crushed, I decided that I'll do my career in Los Angeles. But once again, I'm being told that I should stay here because on how California has a lot of homeless people, everything is to expensive, and that California might be underwater in the future.
          
          I live in Buffalo, New York and there is basically no filmmaking companies here. I want to be behind a camera and make movies for people's entertainment.
          
          But since everyone likes to drag me down and ruin my dreams, I'll just work at Burgee King's or whatever and do that for the rest of my life.

4ng3lr1ghth3r3

@AnimeGirl2400 look...I don't want them to disappoint you...as you say you are old enough to work and for your career first start with a small work..save money then go to Japan or any where you want to start your career at never give up okie? You can do it i trust you!!!
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