Anime_Fan589

55 pulls and still no Jing Yuan, currently malding in my floor rn

Anime_Fan589

I just had to vent otherwise I really wouldn't be able to continue on anymore. I actually tried to commit su!c!de twice this year and last year. I'm sorry I just had to vent.    
          
          I can't vent to my family because they aren't the problem and they'd just get mad if I do tell them. It's me, I just despise myself so much.

Airenlol

@Anime_Fan589 I see, that's good. Meditation can be a good distraction and will relax your mind as well. Do you have pinterest? Just look up 30 day challenge or some sort along the lines, it will help to distract yourself from this stuff
Reply

Anime_Fan589

@Airenlol yes I know thank you very much for your care. I can't really seek a therapist because they cost money and stuff so currently I'm just doing my best to busy myself so I don't have time to think about stuff like that
Reply

Airenlol

@Anime_Fan589 oh no, I hope you're fine. I understand the family thing, it's just sad that we children can't relay on our parents nowadays. But please, don't do such an act again. Please seek a therapist if you'd like, focus on your surroundings. Even if you don't have many people to help you or console you, it will still affect them. So please, try to take care of yourself
Reply

Anime_Fan589

the last time I wrote in 1st person pov was three years ago that doing it now again when I write in 3rd person pov is strange like—- i be switching to 2nd pov sometimes too help—

Anime_Fan589

@Uzresha RIGHT. It feels really weird
Reply

Airenlol

@Anime_Fan589 Nah cuz doing anything THAT long,like years long ago obvi feels strange— it's some sort of nostalgia?? Atleast for me,lol
Reply

Anime_Fan589

“When dying, never ever call it beauty. There’s no such thing as a flower that blooms just to fall.”
          
          A sneak peak on future chapters. Can you guess who says this?(KnY book)

X1an_Lee

@Anime_Fan589 
            V: i kinda doubt it is rengoku-san because he said the beauty along his line when fighting akaza but i think he could be the one saying that..? Inosuke.. maybe. Zenitsu? Quite. And there is tanjirou, though i kinda doubt that to but it could also be him. Akaza, what can i say in this? Not him, i think...
Reply