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Guys let me go on a little rant
I think I have a crush on my best friend. She’s been through everything with me, she knows a lot, we do a lot together as friends. We’ve slept in the same bed, shared foods and drinks.
I don’t know if it’s a crush though bc I just got out of a relationship but it’s like I’ve always felt my connection to her was different. Maybe me being out of the relationship amped my feelings for her but idk what to do. She obviously doesn’t like me and she likes a boy and idk what to do.
I can be myself around her and my heart flutters whenever we talk but she hurts my. Feelings sometimes and I can’t help but forgive her. Last night she slept over and we shared a bed and I kept cuddling up to her. I just wanted to be close to her, to feel her body against mine, she took her shirt off in front of me and my mind went blank.
I’ve imagined us making out, doing romantic shit and idk what to do bc I don’t wanna ruin my friendship with her and I know she doesn’t like me but now Everytime I close my eyes it’s her. It’s always her
It’s always been her
What do I do bro