Hey so....I’ve been feeling a bit better, but I don’t feel like myself at all. Especially when I am around my friends. I don’t show the other side of me when I am so innocent and loving. I guess I stopped doing after my dad messed up my world just to “protect” me. And I need help also. I have a.....boyfriend. An online boyfriend. And we haven’t been talking for weeks because of school and for me being banned from that special place. I need suggestions on how to be able to talk to him again. I think that is all for today. I’ll try to keep working on my stories too, so don’t worry.