Odd_one_out

Just finished watching blue period on Netflix and it's amazing and I can't believe it's over and I have made new ship I will not make a story about it but it was an amazing anime... 

I'm that one kid who enjoys homework like not on paper but on the computer alone in your room it just feels safe and cozy you can just sit there and do it alone well I don't like public school homework it is so stress full and me not having reliable friends didn't help my best friend was litterly the teachers  assistant I just don't like public school and my mom is saying your brain can't function better at 1 am than at 9 am that's just not possible! Then why does my brain work like that why!? If you want me to wake up at 9 am and do homework with my brothers fine but my grades are just going to go down hill if I do that! 

I just woke up and found my chicken Ophelia passed away that night and I loved her dearly but I knew she was going to die soon she's crippled and can only use her wings and up she also can't fight very long she also stopped eating I expect this to come but I didn't think I would loose her this soon

Helooo

So uhm does anyone know that thing you do at night? No I don't mean stay up reading wattpad or listening to music and getting stressed I mean that sleep thing yeah that I wanna know how to do that cuz I need it and I can't sleep one minute it's 9 pm next it's 2 in the fucking morning!!?? 

I feel like crying over my username I hate it and I want to change it but I can't because I don't remember my pass word and for my password it needs my gmail but it says a different gmail than mine and that means I can't change anything and I've been trying for a hour..... 

Story idea girl x girl original so basically there in high school one 15 other 16 and the 15 year old is struggling with life her parents are homophobic and she can't tell them and so on I just thought of this sooo yeah

So um today at school wasn't so bad but still people yuck

So um tomorrow I go back to school well I do home school and this school you only go once a week and they give you homework for that week and I'm um very nervous I haven't seen a kid my age in months and I wanna cry and my anxiety is threw the roof and I'm not going to tell my parents about it cuz what's that going to do but anyway I feel like I wanna cry and I have trouble talking to people and my brothers are probably going to leave me and make friends and I like being alone but I also hate being lonely at home I don't get lonely and can sit in my room all day and be fine but now when I go to school I'm going to be lonely and it sucks and I can't do anything about it

So uh humans they... Uh kinda suck but if I have any life advice if your not already don't be like me cuz I'm a introverted shy person who feels like she's going to cry when someone new talks to me oh and I hate most people so please try not to be me