I'm posting this crap a lot right now, i know. But this is the only place where I'm not critized. I am really upset right now. why is everything happening right now? I'm basically ignoring my mother right now because my school is allowing us to go to Paris and my mom said I could go, but she just changed her mind... I am working so had to get the 5,000$ myself... It's so hard with everything going on right now and I'm just seriously depressed... Just wanted to vent, i'm sorry my sweets for the really sad note, but i'm writing now so expect a chappy sooner or later.