AnimetrashGod

And I'm sorry if I'm annoying. You have to understand.
          I miss you so much, and I have no one.
          You were my everything, and now your gone.
          I've kept your image in my head.
          And I've kept your personality.
          
          I base everyone I meet off you.
          Trying to get you back.
          I have to understand soon.
          I  have to let you go.
          Cause I'll never have you.
          And you'll never want me.
          And I'll keep chasing you.
          Cause I just can't leave you.
          
          I'm so sorry for what I've done.
          I'm so sorry for being annoying.
          For being a bother.
          A burden.
          For everything.
          
          I just wanted you in my life.
          I just needed you in my life.
          And I lost that.
          And you've forgot me.
          You don't want me.
          
          I'll still remember you.
          And keep you.
          Just, promise.
          One day, you'll remember me.
          And you'll forgive me.
          
          I'm sorry.

My religion.
          
          Cat gods.
          There's five of them.
          And their amazing.
          I worship cat gods XD

I wish I could have someone to talk to.
          Someone to help me.
          Someone to tell me I'll be fine.
          I'm not going to die.
          
          Fuck, I'm alone.

Almost 2 AM.
          
          I now knows what it feels like to bes drunk. Dear lord, I'm never sleepings XD

My own ship of my cats in human form. https://www.wattpad.com/story/98531336