Ok... So... I have been putting off doing this for a long time but I owe it to all of you to explain my lack of updates and proper chapters and even lack of interaction with certain fans. So, here I go... For approximately the past year and a half I have been dealing with some very hard stuff. I have not handled it well... That is actually part of why I started writing on here... Writing has always been a release, an escape for me. It helped me sort out thoughts and feelings... But over the past few months I have only gotten worse. I... I am fighting depression... Daily... I have not harmed myself nor do I plan to but it is hard some days to get out of bed... To live... It has gotten so bad that even writing has become hard. Sentences used to basically write themselves but now it takes effort to even pick up the pen. I know this seems like some lame excuse but honestly this is really hard to admit and I am only saying this because I fell like you all deserve to understand. You have been so great! I feel like I am failing you all by not writing but it is hard. One of the only reasons I have really continued at all is because of@BethInTheTrap who has been helping me through all this kayos in my head, heart, and life. She has been my angel! Anyway, I am still here guys. And I am so sorry to all of you! Really I am. To@Hazzy16 and@TitanGirl14 I am truly sorry if I have let you down. I am going to try harder. I am going to get better. I just need time. Thank you again for all your support and understanding. This has been so hard. I am truly sorry again! I love you all! Please understand that... Sorry again. I love you.