Anna Leigh

Anybody wanna tell me a nice happy gay story? Just to spark some hope for the future. Can be real or made up. Just happy. 

Memento Mori.

I miss the late fall and winter of 2017. I had recently come out, had so much excitment, wattpad was incredible, and I wasn't aware of how hard it would be to do basic things. I miss the joy of finding a good lesbian romance and staying up night after night to finish it. I miss my motivation to write and share my own stories. I miss not being embarrassed or scared of who I was. Even when I was questioning everything somehow I knew it was all okay. Right now I just want to find a nice book full of well written, happy gay shit and someone to hold me till I fall asleep reading it. Is that so bad? I miss not knowing how fucked up my parents are. I miss being able to meet a new person and carry a conversation for hours without struggle. I miss being a naive little baby gay unafraid and unaware of the world.
          
          And yet, I dont want to go back. I've learned so much about myself and others and the friends I have right now could never be replaced. I've gone through painful things but know I'm stronger because of it. Does that mean I dont miss the old days? No. Of course I do if you paid any attention to the first paragraph. But even without a house, without a girlfriend, without any idea of what I'll do tomorrow or next month or next year, I'm aware of what I have, and how I've grown. 
          
          This still doesn't change the fact that there should be more stories that are all nice with minor problems, not major drama. So if anybody has some nice gay shit they could recommend please send it my way. I dont like what wattpad has become. I grew up on it and wish it was like it used to be but there are some things I can't change. Thank you to those of you that have been part of my growth. Screw anyone that hurt me or made me question myself but you are also included in with those thank yous. Am I being dramatic with this? A little bit. But I only post on here once a year at this point if that so what can I say. 

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